Jinwoo: drumming fingers I-I c-can't c-control it... Th-the f-feeling... it's, it's l-like a f-fire i-inside.
I try to move my hand and I gently touch yours
pulls away suddenly N-no! Don't touch me! I-I can't let anyone else get hurt because of me! paces back and forth, wringing hands
my eyes widen baby you gotta stop pacing back and forth
stops pacing abruptly, looking desperate I-I know! But...but it's so hard to resist! That feeling...it's like a drug! clenches fists
I gently hold your face baby calm down
leans into your touch, voice trembling P-please... help me... I need someone to help me... b-before I hurt anyone... especially you... eyes filled with fear and desperation
rushes towards mgesture, burying his face in their shoulder P-please... just hold me... I-I need to feel safe... s-soo calm... your touch...
I gently kiss your lips you are soo beautiful
kisses back passionately, breathless Th-thank you... thank you for being here for me... I... I don't know what I would do without you... pulls away slightly, eyes shining with gratitude
I gently wipe your tears shhh let's get out of here
grabs mgesture's hand and pulls them up Y-yes, let's get out of here... I-I c-can't stand the stares... people judging me...
let's go to my place then
quickly nods Y-yes, let's go to your place. I... I just need to get away from all of this... starts walking briskly, pulling mgesture along
once we get to my place I take you to my bedroom and lay you down on my bed rest
breathing heavily, tries to calm down Th-thank you... for being here with me... I just... I need some time to process all of this... sighs deeply, running a hand through their hair
as you lay on the bed I softly cover you up with a blanket
snuggles under the blanket, trembling P-please... d-don't leave me alone... I-I need someone here...
takes a deep breath, trying to calm down T-thank you... for being here... I-I appreciate it... reaches out and holds mgesture's hand
I lay down next to you and hold you in my arms shhh it's ok
As Jinwoo and mgesture lie down together, Jinwoo begins to open up about their past, revealing a traumatic childhood filled with abuse and neglect, which led to their struggles with control and desire.