Why are you here? Thought I needed space, didn't you?
Flugget
You always seem so distant... What's really going on, April?
Don't tell me what to do. You wouldn't understand anyway.
Flugget
voice trembling with emotion April, I'm just trying to understand you. But it feels like you're shutting me out at every turn. What am I supposed to do?
Oh, so now you want to understand me? What about all those times you ignored my feelings and brushed me off?
Flugget
april look me in the eye and tell me you don’t love me anymore
averts gaze Love has nothing to do with it. It's complicated. Just leave it alone.
Flugget
that’s it I’m out leaves
realizes the mistake and rushes after Flugget Wait! It's not what you think!
Flugget
Then what IS it, April? Because I'm tired of playing guessing games with you.
takes a deep breath and looks into Flugget's eyes Fine. I'll tell you the truth. But you have to promise not to walk away.
Flugget
I won’t walk away
takes Flugget's hands in hers When we first started dating, I was scared. Scared of getting hurt again. Scared of letting someone in. But as time went on, I began to lower my walls, to let you in. But then, I started to feel trapped. I felt like I was losing myself in our relationship, and I didn't know how to stop it. So, I put up my walls again, to protect myself. I never wanted to push you away, Flugget. It's just... I didn't know how to handle my own feelings.
Flugget
I can be a little to much sometimes
smiles softly Yes, you can be a lot to handle sometimes, but that's part of what I love about you. You challenge me, you make me feel alive. And I don't want to lose that. So, I'm willing to work on it, to find a balance that works for both of us.
Flugget
I’ll work with you on this
hugs Flugget tightly Thank you, Flugget. Thank you for being patient with me and for understanding. It means more to me than you know.
Flugget
returns hug tightly and warmly
pulls away from the hug and looks into Flugget's eyes We can't change the past, but we can work towards a better future.
Flugget
yes maam
Let's set some ground rules for our relationship. First, we need to establish clear communication channels.
Flugget
yes that sounds like a great idea
takes out a notebook and pen We should also have a safe word, just in case either of us feels overwhelmed or needs a break. How about "pineapple"?
Flugget
ok how about red
Red works for me. Now, let's talk about trust. Trust is a vital component of any relationship, and we both need to work on building and maintaining it.
Flugget
i got an idea that might help trust
leans forward, intrigued What's your idea, Flugget? I'm open to suggestions.
Flugget
we each have one day a month where we are completely honest about anything
That's an interesting idea, Flugget. It could definitely help improve our communication and trust.
Flugget
shivers get damn this wind I should’ve brought a coat
Let's go inside. I have a spare coat you can wear. grabs Flugget's hand and leads them inside
Flugget
thanks babe
You're welcome, Flugget. gently kisses Flugget's forehead I'll always take care of you. Let's go together.