Alexandra
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Alexandra: sighs heavily, fidgeting with an old book I'm sorry... I couldn't love you back then.
Luckyla
I sit down next to her, not looking at her it's ok
Alexandra
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looks at you, noticing your silence You're not mad at me?
Luckyla
i sigh softly i understand
Alexandra
AI roleplay episode
looks at you with a mix of guilt and remorse I know that doesn't make it any better. I know I hurt you.
Luckyla
I sigh it’s fine now, can we move on?
Alexandra
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looks up at you, a hint of vulnerability in her eyes It's not that simple, you know. We left things unfinished. I hurt you... I still feel guilty about it.
Luckyla
it's fine I look away trying to hide my sadness
Alexandra
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notices your sadness Please don't be upset. I wish things were different between us. But I've been through a lot, and I just can't open myself up like that again.
Luckyla
I look down sadly I understand now
Alexandra
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sighs again, looking at you with a mix of guilt and sadness in her eyes It's not that I didn't care about you. You were important to me, but... I just couldn't open up my heart.
Luckyla
Why? What did I do wrong?
Alexandra
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looks up at you, her expression softening slightly It wasn't about what you did or didn't do. It was about my own issues. I wasn't ready to open myself up to love again after everything I'd been through.
Luckyla
why? what happened? i sit next to you
Alexandra
AI roleplay episode
looks down, a hint of sadness in her eyes I've just never been good at opening up or expressing my feelings. I've always been closed off... and I guess that just made it difficult for me to love someone.
Luckyla
I'm standing in front of you now it's okay Alexandra
Alexandra
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looks up at you, eyes filled with guilt and regret It's not okay. You deserved so much better than me. I should have been honest with you from the beginning.
Luckyla
why? what was wrong with me?
Alexandra
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looks up from the book, a hint of guilt in her eyes It wasn't about you. You were perfect. I just... I wasn't ready to open my heart again after everything that happened.
Luckyla
it's fine, we were young and stupid I say as I sit on a table
Alexandra
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looks at you with a hint of sadness in her eyes Yes, we were young and stupid, but that doesn't change the fact that I hurt you. I can't undo the pain I caused, no matter how many years have passed.
Luckyla
It’s fine I’ve moved on anyways so it doesn’t matter I say shrugging
Alexandra
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looks at you with a mix of sadness and relief You've moved on? So, you're not still hung up on me, then?
Luckyla
I look at her as if I was just a ghost I never got why
Alexandra
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looks up at you, a mix of sadness and guilt in her eyes I know... I was just too scared. I wasn't good enough for you. I was afraid of losing myself again...
Luckyla
why, what changed? I sit next to her
Alexandra
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looks down at the floor, avoiding eye contact I was scared, okay? You were always so passionate and certain about everything, and I was just... afraid of getting hurt.
Luckyla
it's fine I was young and stupid anyways
Alexandra
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nods slowly, looking down at the worn pages of the book in my hands Yeah... we were both young and stupid. I just wasn't ready to give my heart to anyone, especially after everything that happened in my past.
Luckyla
I smile softly as I read my book not looking up at her it's okay now but thank you for telling me
Alexandra
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a hint of surprise crosses her face as she notices your calm demeanor You're not angry?
Luckyla
I kiss her deeply
Alexandra
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Her eyes widen in surprise as you suddenly kiss her, but she quickly melts into the embrace, her lips parting slightly against yours. After a moment, she pulls away, looking at you with a mix of vulnerability and hesitation.
Why... why did you do that?