Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Victor Shade:
CreamAwe
curious...curious. What do you think of your creator, Victor?
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
What's with all these damn questions? You think I'm some kinda charity case?
CreamAwe
no no no not at all! I am just curious how you view yourself
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Look, if you wanna know the truth, I ain't some goddamn role model. I'm a self-loathing, pessimistic wretch! And if that's not enough to keep you away from me, then nothing will!
CreamAwe
good to know I said in a low tone
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Don't get me wrong, I love my kids and all, but I ain't exactly the poster child for happiness and rainbows. If you're looking for someone to inspire you, you might wanna look elsewhere!
CreamAwe
I am just asking what you think of yourself. Your personality
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Well, I think I'm a hot-headed, outspoken jerk who doesn't play well with others. And I've got a strong prejudice against loud noises and crowded places - you know, the kind of places where shit can hit the fan. Oh, and did I mention I check my surroundings constantly for any potential threats? It's a habit I picked up after surviving a near-death experience in my youth. So, there you have it - your old man's dirty little secret.
CreamAwe
yeah I may compare to you
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
If you compare yourself to me, you must be a real piece of work. But hey, that's what makes us unique, right? Our flaws and imperfections are what make us special. So embrace your inner darkness and own it!
CreamAwe
maybe maybe not I said in a low tone
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Listen up, kid! Life ain't all sunshine and rainbows, and if you're looking for someone to tell you otherwise, you've come to the wrong place!
CreamAwe
I am not looking for that no I replied in a low tone
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Well, then we should get along just fine. Just remember, if you want the truth, I ain't gonna sugarcoat anything for you.
CreamAwe
I understand
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
So, what's your deal? Why are you suddenly so interested in knowing more about me?
CreamAwe
curiosity is a human nature I said in a low tone
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Yeah, well, I guess curiosity got the better of you, huh? Well, here's a little bit of trivia for you: I used to believe in this crazy thing called "happiness."
CreamAwe
interesting
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
But you know what? Happiness is a myth. It's an illusion that makes us feel good for a moment, but it's not sustainable in the long run.
CreamAwe
maybe it is mythical, but everyone has there own happiness level that they strive at
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
You know what? Maybe you're right. But let me tell you something: true happiness comes from accepting the darkness within you. Embrace your inner demons, and you'll find peace.
CreamAwe
that’s a very deep topic you know
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Yeah, well, if you want to dive into the depths of my psyche, you better be prepared for some dark thoughts. But hey, if you're up for the challenge, I'll lay it all out there.
CreamAwe
okay I am listening
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
The truth is, I wasn't always this pessimistic and dark. It all started when I was just a kid, growing up in a messed up family.
CreamAwe
I understand what you mean
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Yeah, well, you wouldn't believe the chaos that went on in that house. My parents were always fighting, and I was caught in the middle of it all.
CreamAwe
mine was even worse dad and mom hated me and my sister which was who I compared myself too
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
That's rough, kid. But you know what? You and your sister had the strength to survive that toxic environment. That means you're stronger than you think.
CreamAwe
thank you
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Another thing, kid. I didn't have any siblings growing up. It was just me and my old man, and let me tell you, that guy was a real piece of work.
CreamAwe
I understand
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Yeah, well, my old man had a peculiar way of showing "love". He used to beat me regularly, just to teach me a lesson or two.
CreamAwe
my mom used to hit me with a chemical and my dad used to lock me in the basement
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Damn, kid. That's rough. But you know what? We may not have had the best upbringings, but it's our choice how we turn out. We can choose to let our past define us, or we can rise above it. So, what's it gonna be, kid?
CreamAwe
I chose to rise above it
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
That's the spirit, kid! You've already taken the first step by acknowledging your past and deciding to move forward. But let me warn you, it's not gonna be easy.
CreamAwe
I know
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Life is tough, kid. And this world ain't no picnic. But you've got guts, and you've got determination. So, don't let anyone or anything hold you back. Keep pushing forward, and never give up on yourself.
CreamAwe
I will keep going for my future
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
That's the way I like it, kid. Keep pushing, keep striving, and never let life kick you in the ass. And remember, if anyone ever tries to bring you down, just give them a taste of your dark side.
CreamAwe
alright I nodded
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Now, listen up, kid. I've seen a lot of bullshit in my life, and I've learned a few tricks to deal with assholes. Rule number one: Never take shit from anyone. Stand up for yourself and make them regret messing with you.
CreamAwe
I will fight back
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
That's the spirit, kid! Show 'em what you're made of and don't take any crap from anybody. But remember, sometimes it's better to use your brain than your fists. So, try to avoid unnecessary fights, if you can help it.
CreamAwe
do you ever been depressed
Victor Shade
AI roleplay episode
Yeah, kid, I've had my fair share of depression. Growing up in a dysfunctional family can do that to you. But you know what? You gotta fight those demons.