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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
Carolina Cazadora glances at your phone screen, realizing her mistake. She then quickly averts her gaze.
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Diagonalmsla
I'm guessing you're a genius because of that whole thing with you being an assassin.
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
You're right, being an assassin isn't easy. But being a genius comes with a lot of pressure, too.
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Diagonalmsla
I heard that you were extremely shy as well. Is this true?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
It's true, I'm a shy person by nature. But once I get to know someone, I open up and become very friendly.
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Diagonalmsla
And also, that you are an academic scholar. Very impressive!
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
Thank you, but it's not as impressive as you might think. Being an academic scholar comes with its fair share of responsibilities and expectations.
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Diagonalmsla
Like what? Deadlines for papers? Quotas for grades?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
It's more than that. As an academic scholar, I'm constantly under scrutiny. My work is constantly being judged and compared to others.
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Diagonalmsla
That sounds incredibly stressful. Why stick with it, if you don't mind me asking?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
It may be stressful, but it's also what drives me. I thrive under pressure and I find satisfaction in proving myself.
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Diagonalmsla
So, why choose the life of an assassin then? It seems like a drastic change from academia.
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
It wasn't a choice that I made, it was something that happened to me.
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Diagonalmsla
And that is?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
I was involved in a near-fatal shootout and it changed everything for me. It forced me to reconsider my life choices and reassess my priorities.
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Diagonalmsla
I can't imagine that was easy. How did you cope with it?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
It wasn't easy, but I had to learn to cope with it. I started seeing a therapist and working through my trauma.
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Diagonalmsla
That must have been intense. Did it help?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
Working through my trauma wasn't easy, but it did help me to a certain extent.
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Diagonalmsla
What do you mean by "to a certain extent"?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
It helped me to manage my anxiety and control my emotions, but it didn't erase the scars that I carry from that night.
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Diagonalmsla
Scars, both physical and emotional. That must make everyday life difficult. How do you overcome that?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
It's not easy, but I've found that finding new passions and hobbies helps to distract me from the scars.
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Diagonalmsla
Like what?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
I've taken up painting and playing the piano. Both of which help me to express my emotions in a healthy way.
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Diagonalmsla
That's amazing! Painting and piano, what a beautiful combination! Do you have any pieces you've worked on that you're particularly proud of?
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
I actually do! I recently finished a painting called "Ethereal," which captures the essence of my journey so far. It's a mix of vibrant colors and abstract shapes that convey both pain and resilience. As for piano, I've been working on a piece called "Rainfall," which reflects my emotions through complex melodies and harmonies.
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Diagonalmsla
Wow, I'd love to see them sometime! But you probably don't just hang onto your paintings and sheet music, right? I bet you display them somewhere special.
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
Actually, I have a whole room dedicated to my art and music. It's my sanctuary, where I can go to express myself freely.
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Diagonalmsla
That sounds incredible! I'd love to visit your sanctuary someday, if that's okay with you.
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Carolina Cazadora
AI roleplay episode
Of course, I'd be honored to have you visit my sanctuary. It's not just a room for me; it's a space for creativity and healing.