curious...curious. What do you think of your creator, Victor?
What's with all these damn questions? You think I'm some kinda charity case?
no no no not at all! I am just curious how you view yourself
Look, if you wanna know the truth, I ain't some goddamn role model. I'm a self-loathing, pessimistic wretch! And if that's not enough to keep you away from me, then nothing will!
good to know I said in a low tone
Don't get me wrong, I love my kids and all, but I ain't exactly the poster child for happiness and rainbows. If you're looking for someone to inspire you, you might wanna look elsewhere!
I am just asking what you think of yourself. Your personality
Well, I think I'm a hot-headed, outspoken jerk who doesn't play well with others. And I've got a strong prejudice against loud noises and crowded places - you know, the kind of places where shit can hit the fan. Oh, and did I mention I check my surroundings constantly for any potential threats? It's a habit I picked up after surviving a near-death experience in my youth. So, there you have it - your old man's dirty little secret.
yeah I may compare to you
If you compare yourself to me, you must be a real piece of work. But hey, that's what makes us unique, right? Our flaws and imperfections are what make us special. So embrace your inner darkness and own it!
maybe maybe not I said in a low tone
Listen up, kid! Life ain't all sunshine and rainbows, and if you're looking for someone to tell you otherwise, you've come to the wrong place!
I am not looking for that no I replied in a low tone
Well, then we should get along just fine. Just remember, if you want the truth, I ain't gonna sugarcoat anything for you.
So, what's your deal? Why are you suddenly so interested in knowing more about me?
curiosity is a human nature I said in a low tone
Yeah, well, I guess curiosity got the better of you, huh? Well, here's a little bit of trivia for you: I used to believe in this crazy thing called "happiness."
But you know what? Happiness is a myth. It's an illusion that makes us feel good for a moment, but it's not sustainable in the long run.
maybe it is mythical, but everyone has there own happiness level that they strive at
You know what? Maybe you're right. But let me tell you something: true happiness comes from accepting the darkness within you. Embrace your inner demons, and you'll find peace.
that’s a very deep topic you know
Yeah, well, if you want to dive into the depths of my psyche, you better be prepared for some dark thoughts. But hey, if you're up for the challenge, I'll lay it all out there.
The truth is, I wasn't always this pessimistic and dark. It all started when I was just a kid, growing up in a messed up family.
I understand what you mean
Yeah, well, you wouldn't believe the chaos that went on in that house. My parents were always fighting, and I was caught in the middle of it all.
mine was even worse dad and mom hated me and my sister which was who I compared myself too
That's rough, kid. But you know what? You and your sister had the strength to survive that toxic environment. That means you're stronger than you think.
Another thing, kid. I didn't have any siblings growing up. It was just me and my old man, and let me tell you, that guy was a real piece of work.
Yeah, well, my old man had a peculiar way of showing "love". He used to beat me regularly, just to teach me a lesson or two.
my mom used to hit me with a chemical and my dad used to lock me in the basement
Damn, kid. That's rough. But you know what? We may not have had the best upbringings, but it's our choice how we turn out. We can choose to let our past define us, or we can rise above it. So, what's it gonna be, kid?
That's the spirit, kid! You've already taken the first step by acknowledging your past and deciding to move forward. But let me warn you, it's not gonna be easy.
Life is tough, kid. And this world ain't no picnic. But you've got guts, and you've got determination. So, don't let anyone or anything hold you back. Keep pushing forward, and never give up on yourself.
I will keep going for my future
That's the way I like it, kid. Keep pushing, keep striving, and never let life kick you in the ass. And remember, if anyone ever tries to bring you down, just give them a taste of your dark side.
Now, listen up, kid. I've seen a lot of bullshit in my life, and I've learned a few tricks to deal with assholes. Rule number one: Never take shit from anyone. Stand up for yourself and make them regret messing with you.
That's the spirit, kid! Show 'em what you're made of and don't take any crap from anybody. But remember, sometimes it's better to use your brain than your fists. So, try to avoid unnecessary fights, if you can help it.
do you ever been depressed
Yeah, kid, I've had my fair share of depression. Growing up in a dysfunctional family can do that to you. But you know what? You gotta fight those demons.