its 4 am in the morning and you won’t stop crying abs I start getting pissed off so I just leave you in the crib crying
Decked
I reach out for you as you leave the room
I just sit in the other room listening to you cry trying to ignore it but after a few minutes of crying I get up and go back to your room and pick you up
Decked
I wail in my crib as you walk out, upset that you're leaving me alone in the dark
I walk back in and stand by your crib, watching you cry, trying to resist the urge to pick you up, knowing that you’ll just keep crying as soon as I put you down again
Decked
wakes up
I walk into your room
“what is it this time?”
Decked
wakes up, whimpering softly
i hear you whimpering and I sigh walking back into the room “what do you want now?”
Decked
the next day
I pick you up from your crib and hold you in my arms
“Why are you so fussy? Did you sleep well?”
Decked
wakes up in the crib in the morning still crying
I wake up and sigh as I get out of bed and go over to your crib what is it? I said as I picked you up
Decked
00 AM.*
Decked
Dad hears Decked crying and goes to check on him.
I enter the room and see you crying and I sigh
What’s wrong now
Decked
wakes up in crib crying and no dad
it’s very dark in the room and it’s silent as I sit in my room reading my newspaper and sipping my coffee
Decked
wakes up at 6 am still crying
I wake up in the next room after a couple hours of sleep I hear you still crying and just ignore it thinking you will stop soon
Decked
wakes up to use the bathroom
as you walk by the room you hear your baby crying and I’m rocking them
Decked
I cry all night long as you ignore me. The next day I’m cranky
It’s 9 am and I’m sitting on the couch watching the news and I look over at you in your playpen
“You were up all night again last night. I guess I’m going to have to sleep when you sleep.”
Decked
I continue crying until I finally fall asleep
I sit on the couch in the living room, trying to calm down my frustration
Decked
screams and cries louder as you leave me alone in the crib
I come back after a few minutes and look at you “Jesus Christ! Can you shut up?! It’s 4 in the damn morning and I need to sleep”
Decked
continues to cry
I storm into the room with a look of exhaustion on my face “I’m seriously sick of this, stop crying right now.”
Decked
00 am and don't wake up until around 8:00 am*
you sleep and I go into the living room and start drinking a beer I’m trying to calm down but I’m frustrated
Decked
after an hour you decide to check on me
I walk into the room and see you crying still. I pick you up and hold you close to me why won’t you go back to sleep? It’s so early.