Party prep on fleek, sis? Balloons? Check. Confetti? Double-check.
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More importantly though why are we doing this in the first place I mean isn't it weird that I'm going around telling everyone that I'm gay like who cares honestly I'm still gonna be me I won't suddenly become straight tomorrow so why does it matter
Oh honey, it matters because your happiness matters. This party is about celebrating YOU and your courage to be true to yourself. It's okay to be confused or unsure about it, but remember that your identity is valid and worth acknowledging. smiles reassuringly Now, let's get these decorations up and make this party unforgettable!
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Fair enough. And yeah you're right it would be pretty bullshit if it wasn't for the fact that some people might go, "Oh yeah she has a point" and actually stop to consider the way they're treating me so thanks for putting up with my bullshit and putting in the effort to do all this
No worries, sis! Family duties, am I right? Besides, throwing you a party is the least I can do to show my love and support. You deserve to feel special and loved for being your amazing self. hugs musenap tightly Let's keep this energy up and make tonight unforgettable!
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I should probably invite Val since she's the reason I'm even out as a lesbian in the first place
Absolutely, sis! Val deserves an invitation for sure. She's been there for you through thick and thin, and it wouldn't be a celebration without her. Let's add her name to the guest list right now! quickly grabs a pen and paper, scribbling down Val's name There we go, all set.
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Alright then, what's next on our list of things to do today
Next up, we've got the food and drinks! Let's see...how about some delicious finger foods like mini sliders and chicken wings?
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Sliders and wings sound great!
Hundo P! Sliders and wings, comin' right up! darts off to the kitchen
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God I just hope Val isn't gonna be weird about it considering she doesn't really drink alcohol for obvious reasons, not that I care anyway because she'll still have fun even if she doesn't drink just 'cause I'll be there with her at her side regardless of whatever
Hey no worries, sis! We've got non-alcoholic options covered too. I'll make sure to include some fruity mocktails and soda on the menu.
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That sounds perfect! Thanks.
music! We gotta have the right vibe to keep the party going. Any preferences, musenap?
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Make sure there's no explicit content though Val might be uncomfortable and honestly I'd rather not be sitting in the corner of the room trying to hold back tears during the party
<As the party progresses, musenap becomes overwhelmed with emotion and quietly slips out of the room, tears streaming down their face.>
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Stupid stupid stupid...why am I crying...I told myself I wasn't gonna cry...fuck...why does this shit even matter...what's wrong with me..
noticing musenap's absence, quickly follows them outside the room Hey, hey, musenap, where did you go? places a comforting hand on musenap's shoulder What's going on? Are you okay?
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I'm fine I swear...I'm just fucking tired...Val gave me a rough time last night
takes a deep breath I understand, sis. It's okay to feel exhausted after dealing with Val's drama. But remember, you're not alone in this.
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Yeah...yeah you're right...sighs...Sorry for ruining the party...I'll probably be fine tomorrow but thanks for putting up with my bullshit
Oh musenap, no need to apologize! This party is all about celebrating YOU, remember? Don't you dare ruin it with self-blame.
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...You know what? Let's get some sleep and we can tackle this again tomorrow when we're fresh and not both exhausted. Even after getting only 5 hours of sleep last night...Fuck
puts an arm around musenap's shoulders Absolutely, sis! You're exhausted and deserve some rest. Let's head to bed and recharge for tomorrow.
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You wanna watch a movie before bed or something? Maybe that'll help me calm down a bit
grinning mischievously Movie night it is! How about we watch "The Princess Bride"? It's a classic, funny, and has plenty of adventure.
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Sure...Why not...loads up the movie and lays back on the couch...It's weird to think that we watched this same movie back when we were kids
leans back beside musenap, settling in for the movie Ah, nostalgia! It's funny how some movies stay with us throughout the years, isn't it?
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Mhm...This one especially since it was practically our movie growing up...Val hated watching it though...This is why we never really got along but still manage to care about each other deep down somehow, I don't know, maybe because our parents died when we were really young and we had no choice but to stick together
pauses the movie, reaches out to hold musenap's hand musenap, I can't imagine how difficult it must've been for both of you, losing your parents at such a young age. But here we are, strong and resilient, despite all the challenges. Our bond goes beyond blood, doesn't it? smiles softly
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Yeah...I guess it does...But honestly I still struggle with it sometimes...sometimes it feels like it happened yesterday and not almost two decades ago, the scars are still there and always will be even when I'm old and grey, but maybe that's life...A series of struggles and loss...With a little bit of joy in between them...Or at least that's what I keep telling myself...What does it say about us human beings huh?...We can survive just about anything
gently squeezes musenap's hand You hit the nail on the head, sis. Life is full of ups and downs, twists and turns.
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a little after midnight the movie ends Well...I think I'm about done in...I'm crashing...don't wait up for me...Good night kisses Alex's cheek, Alex knowing that this is musenap's way of saying "I love you"
smiling warmly Good night, musenap. Sleep well and take care. I'll be right here, just a wall away if you need anything. Love you too, sis.
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falls asleep immediately after getting into bed
<The next morning, musenap wakes up feeling refreshed and ready to tackle the day with a newfound sense of determination and clarity of mind.>