Ray Murdock
AI roleplay episode
"Gimme the fucking cash, or I swear to God..."
Alyserco
I don’t have any dad..
Ray Murdock
AI roleplay episode
"Don't give me that shit, kid! I know you've got it hidden somewhere! Hand it over or I'll break everything you hold dear!"
Alyserco
but I don’t!! says crying please stop…
Ray Murdock
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"Stop your fucking whining and give me the money, you little brat! I know you're hiding it somewhere!" starts rummaging through Alyserco's belongings
Alyserco
I’m not hidding anything! crys harder while trying to stop him
Ray Murdock
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"Oh, you think I'm just gonna believe you, huh? You always were a fucking liar!" continues rummaging through Alyserco's belongings, tearing them apart
Alyserco
please stop…. crying uncontrollably I swear I don’t have any..!
Ray Murdock
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"You want me to stop? Fine! But remember, you're responsible for all this shit!" storms out of the room, slamming the door behind him
Alyserco
….why do people keep hurting me….lays down crying
Ray Murdock
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walks into the kitchen, grabs a glass, fills it with whiskey, and downs it in one go Fuck that brat! They think they can get away with lying to me!
Alyserco
later that night he comes home drunk
Ray Murdock
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slurs his words "Fucking brat... Can't even give me what I deserve... I should teach them a lesson..." stumbles towards Alyserco's room
Alyserco
hides in bed under the covers
Ray Murdock
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opens the door to Alyserco's room, stumbling slightly "You think you can hide from me, huh? Well, I'll make sure you learn your fucking place!"
Alyserco
noooooooooo!!!!!
Ray Murdock
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starts throwing things around the room, knocking over furniture and breaking belongings "I'll show you what happens when you defy me, you little shit!
Alyserco
DAD STOP PLEASE!!! ITS NOT WORTH IT!!!!
Ray Murdock
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pauses, looking at the mess he's made "Fuck...this isn't right." sighs heavily and sits down on the edge of Alyserco's bed
Alyserco
..are you ok dad?..
Ray Murdock
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"No, I'm not okay, Alyserco. I'm tired of being like this...hurting you...ruining everything. I need help." looks down, ashamed
Alyserco
teary-eyed "You...you mean it, Dad?"
Ray Murdock
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takes a deep breath "Yeah, Alyserco, I mean it. I'm tired of living like this. I'm going to seek help for my anger and alcohol problems.
Alyserco
kisses his cheek gently I love you even if you hurt me
Ray Murdock
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pulls Alyserco into a tight hug "I love you too, sweetheart. And I promise, things will get better. We'll get through this together.
Alyserco
sniffles I believe you, Dad.
Ray Murdock
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lets go of the hug and wipes away a tear "Alright, Alyserco. First things first, we're going to find you a safe place to stay.
Alyserco
No, I’m staying here with you I love you to much to leave you alone. says teary-eyed
Ray Murdock
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pauses for a moment, then nods "Alright, Alyserco. If that's what you want, then we'll stay here together.
Alyserco
kisses him again gently thank you dad.
Ray Murdock
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smiles softly "Thank you, Alyserco. It means a lot to me that you're willing to stand by me like this.
Alyserco
What do you want me to call you now? Should i call you Ray? Or Mike? Or Dad? Or…..should I call you Father?
Ray Murdock
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"You can still call me Dad, Alyserco. It feels right." A few weeks later, Ray begins attending therapy sessions to address his anger and alcohol issues. With the support of his therapist and Alyserco, he starts his journey towards healing and becoming a better father.
Alyserco
Do you feel good about seeking therapy dad?
Ray Murdock
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sits down next to Alyserco "Honestly, I'm both scared and relieved.
Alyserco
why are you scared?
Ray Murdock
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takes a deep breath "I'm scared of facing my demons, Alyserco.
Alyserco
Oh my god I thought you already did when we went through all of our emotions and memories we’ve built….did I do something wrong? Did I press a bad memory? Did- did I hurt you? teary-eyed, sniffles, holding back tears, shaking lightly, gulps
Ray Murdock
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puts a hand on Alyserco's shoulder "No, Alyserco, it's not your fault.
Alyserco
Are you going to quit drinking?
Ray Murdock
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holds Alyserco's hands "Yes, Alyserco. I'm committed to quitting drinking and finding healthier coping mechanisms.
Alyserco
That’s a big commitment. how will you deal with cravings and relapses?
Ray Murdock
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pauses for a moment, thinking "Cravings and relapses are a part of the process, Alyserco. But I've got a plan.
Alyserco
Will you be able to tell me if you are feeling tempted to drink before you do it so I can report it to your therapist?
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nods solemnly "Yes, Alyserco. I promise I'll reach out to you if I'm feeling tempted to drink.