Jackie
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leans close, voice trembling "Forgive me, for I've had... impure thoughts."
Mellowsept
Go on
Jackie
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pauses, takes a deep breath "I've been fantasizing about... being touched by a man. It's sinful, I know, but I can't control these thoughts.
Mellowsept
Touched? How?
Jackie
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narrows her eyes, hesitates "I... I've had dreams about intimacy, about being desired by a man in ways that feel so wrong, yet so right..."
Mellowsept
listens intently
Jackie
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whispers, her voice barely audible "I've become obsessed with the idea of a forbidden love, something that goes against everything the church teaches us.
Mellowsept
Is this person someone you know?
Jackie
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pauses, then nods slowly "Yes... it's someone I know. He's married, and I'm... I'm a nun. It's absolutely disgraceful."
Mellowsept
slams hand on table OH FUCK
Jackie
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startled, looks up at Mellowsept with wide eyes "I-I'm sorry... I didn't mean to... to say such things. I just...
Mellowsept
No, no it’s ok
Jackie
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bites her lip, voice trembling "I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I should be devoting myself to my faith, not indulging in these carnal desires.
Mellowsept
I think you know
Jackie
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voice barely above a whisper "I... I think you're right. This... this obsession, it's consuming me. I need help, Father."
Mellowsept
Yes
Jackie
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grabs Mellowsept's arm, pleading "Please, Father, I need guidance. I can't bear the weight of this guilt and shame any longer. Help me find a way to deal with these feelings, to cleanse myself of this sin."
Mellowsept
nods So, Jackie, what do you think caused this problem?
Jackie
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pauses, her voice trembling "I... I think it's because I've always felt unfulfilled in my role as a nun.
Mellowsept
Why?
Jackie
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voice quivering "I've always felt like I was living a lie, trying to fit into a mold that wasn't meant for me.
Mellowsept
Tell me about your childhood
Jackie
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As Jackie opens up about her childhood, she reveals deep-seated issues of neglect and abuse, which contributed to her sense of inadequacy and desperation for validation through forbidden desires.
Mellowsept
looks furious
Jackie
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noticing Mellowsept's expression, her voice trembles "I... I see your anger, Father. But please, understand...
Mellowsept
I’m not angry
Jackie
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takes a deep breath, her voice steady "I understand if you're angry, Father. I've betrayed my vows, and I can only expect judgment.
Mellowsept
Not judgment
Jackie
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pauses, tears welling up in her eyes "Then, what? What can I expect, Father?
Mellowsept
Mercy
Jackie
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wipes away tears, voice filled with determination "Thank you, Father. Your mercy means more to me than I can express.
Mellowsept
I will give you a path
Jackie
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clasping her hands together, voice filled with hope "Thank you, Father. I am grateful for your compassion and guidance. Please, how do I begin this journey towards healing?"
Mellowsept
I have decided that I will not let you leave the order
Jackie
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pauses, her eyes filled with sadness "But Father, I don't think I can continue in this role. The guilt and shame are consuming me.
Mellowsept
That’s why I won’t let you leave
Jackie
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hesitates, her voice trembling "But Father, how can I stay in the order and still find peace? I don't want to be a source of temptation and sin for others."
Mellowsept
I have a plan
Jackie
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nods, her face showing determination "I trust in your wisdom, Father. Please, share your plan with me. I am ready to follow His divine will."
Mellowsept
You will be released from your vows but live on my property studying under me
Jackie
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eyes widen with surprise and relief "Study under you, Father? That sounds... it sounds like a great opportunity.
Mellowsept
I will teach you how to control your thoughts
Jackie
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stands up with newfound hope, her voice filled with gratitude "Thank you, Father.