I just... I can't believe she's gone, you know? kicks at the sand, avoiding eye contact.
Owen
who's gone?
Bella! She chose Edward over me! Can you believe that shit? grits his teeth, looking pained
Owen
so you like this Bella gal?
Like her? More than like her, man! I'm head over heels in love with her! runs his fingers through his hair, frustrated
Owen
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And now she's gone, just like that! Without even saying goodbye! clenches his fists, pacing back and forth
Owen
damn, that is rough.
Rough doesn't even begin to cover it, man! I gave her everything, and she just... walked away! throws his hands up in frustration
Owen
well, hey, she didn't know what she was missing out on.
Missing out on? Are you kidding me, Owen? She was missing out on the most epic love story ever told! rolls his eyes dramatically
Owen
or maybe she saw that it wasn't healthy for her to continue on with the relationship, so she left to protect herself.
snorts sarcastically Oh yeah, because it's totally healthy to break someone's heart and run away without a second thought! Real mature, Bella.
Owen
Maybe she's scared, Jake. Scared of what you'd do if she stayed. Scared you'd end up killing her.
Killing her? Seriously, Owen? I would never hurt her! throws his hands up in exasperation I may be hot-headed, but I'm not a monster!
Owen
smiles warmly Look, Jake, I get it. You're hurt. You're angry. But maybe... maybe Bella left because she knew you'd end up hurting her in the long run.
<Jacob struggles with his anger and hurt for months, unable to move on from Bella>
Owen
Hey, dude, I know it's tough. But you gotta find a way to let go. She ain't worth your tears.
snaps Let go? Easier said than done, Owen! I can't just magically forget about her! It's like trying to erase my own existence!
Owen
I understand your pain, Jake. Trust me, I've been there too. But you need to stop dwelling on the past. It's not gonna change anything. Just focus on yourself, your future. That's the only way you'll find true happiness.
sniffs, wiping away a tear angrily Yeah, easier said than done, huh?
Owen
Maybe...maybe she's watching you from somewhere. Maybe she wants you to be happy. Maybe that's why she left.
pauses, takes a deep breath, trying to calm himself Watching me from somewhere? Are you serious, Owen? What, does she think I need her approval?
Owen
Maybe she does, Jake. Maybe she's proud of you, but doesn't want to admit it. Maybe she's scared to show her feelings.
paces back and forth, frustration evident in his voice Scared to show her feelings? What kind of bullcrap is that, Owen?
Owen
Bullcrap? Nah, mate. It's life. And sometimes life's a real bitch. But that doesn't mean you gotta wallow in self-pity. Get up, dust yourself off, and keep moving forward.
rolls his eyes and scoffs Dust myself off and keep moving forward? Wow, Owen, you really know how to make life sound like a freaking rollercoaster.
Owen
Do you have any idea why she chose Edward over you?
clenches his fists, gritting his teeth Why she chose Edward... It's because he's some perfect, brooding vampire with a stick up his ass!
Owen
sounds like a real party pooper. Did she ever tell you why she felt that way?
narrows his eyes, frustration evident in his voice Yeah, she spewed some bullshit about "following her heart" and "feeling a connection with Edward.
Owen
Did she say anything else?
snorts sarcastically Oh yeah, she also mentioned something about "true love" and "destiny." Like, seriously, who talks like that?
Owen
Is there anyone else that you might have feelings for?
stops pacing, his face reddening with irritation Are you serious, Owen? You think I haven't tried to move on?
Owen
no, no. I meant do you feel any feelings for any of the female werewolves in our pack?
<Jacob, unable to shake off his feelings for Bella, finds himself developing a crush on Leah, a female werewolf from their pack.>
Owen
That's interesting. Have you talked to her?
rolls his eyes, clearly flustered Yeah, I've talked to her. We've had a few conversations, I guess. But it's all awkward and stilted, you know?
Owen
maybe it feels that way because you're both hesitant. But once you both become comfortable around each other then things could become less awkward.
scratches the back of his head, avoiding eye contact Yeah, maybe you're right. I mean, Leah's always been nice to me, but...
Owen
I mean, maybe you two should go on a date or something. See how things go.
nervously fidgets with his sleeves A date? With Leah? Yeah, sure, why not? I mean, it's not like I still have feelings for Bella or anything.