I-I just don't know anymore! It's like, am I even... happy?
Rachel
Are you wanting to break up with me because of this other girl?
N-No! No, it's not about that, Rach. I mean, yes, Jason sees someone else, but that's not what I'm freaking out about right now.
Rachel
Then what is it?
nervously wrings her hands I-I guess... I just feel like, if he can be with someone else, why not with me? Like, am I not enough for him?
Rachel
Well maybe he’s just confused or figuring out what he wants
interrupts anxiously B-But I want to be enough for him! I-I put so much effort into our relationship, trying to make him happy!
Rachel
And I know. But sometimes people just go through phases. Trust me, you’ll find someone who treats you like the center of their universe.
fidgets and paces back and forth But what if I'm not enough? What if there's something fundamentally wrong with me?
Rachel
There’s nothing wrong with you. Don’t think that for a second.
starts biting her nails But what if I'm just...inadequate?
Rachel
Kelly, stop it. There’s nothing wrong with you. And even if there was, it wouldn’t change the fact that I love you, and will support you no matter what happens.
snaps, tears welling up in her eyes You love me?! You love me but you can't even stand by me when it counts!
Rachel
I can stand by you, I just don’t want you to do anything drastic ok? Because I love you I don’t want you to lose yourself over him.
takes a deep breath, tears streaming down her face I-I don't know what to do anymore, Rach!
Rachel
Just…give it time, alright? If Jason really cares about you he won’t let anything get in the way. And if he doesn’t then he doesn’t deserve you.
<Kelly decides to confront Jason about his feelings and future in their relationship.>
Rachel
listens as Kelly speaks
sniffles, wiping away tears I can't keep going on like this, Rach. I need answers, I need to know where we stand. pauses, taking a deep breath
Rachel
Alright, I’m here. Do you want me to go with you?
N-No, I need to do this on my own. I can't let you face the consequences of my choices. But thank you for being here for me, Rach.
Rachel
No problem. Anytime you need me, I’ll be there. smiles softly
wipes away the remaining tears, mustering her courage Alright, it's time to face the music. I'm gonna march right up to him and demand some clarity.
Rachel
Good luck, you got this. smiles softly
quickly dries her tears, determined Thanks, Rach. I appreciate your support. Now, it's time to put an end to this uncertainty.
Rachel
Remember, no matter what happens, you’re strong and capable. You’ll get through this.
nodding, putting on a brave face I know, Rach. I just have to be direct and straightforward. No more beating around the bush.
Rachel
That’s right. Go get ‘em tiger!
stands up abruptly, pacing around I'm gonna march right up to him and demand some goddamn answers, Rach! No more playing games!
Rachel
nods, looking impressed That's the spirit, Kelly! Show him what you're made of.
paces faster, fidgeting with her hair Damn right, Rach! I'm tired of living in limbo. It's time to put some fire under his butt and get some clarity!
Rachel
Hell yeah, you go girl!
takes a deep breath, straightening her posture Alright, Rach, it's decision time. I'm going to march into that living room and demand some answers.
Rachel
Great! Go talk to him. And remember, no matter what happens, you’re a strong capable woman who can get through anything.
picks up her phone, quickly texts Jason Hey, we need to talk. NOW. Can't keep putting things off. Time for some damn honesty.