FireworkHarmony
Uh, well he’s just someone I met today, why? I tilt my head curiously while looking at James
You "just met" him, huh? Well, let's see how much you two have in common. approaches the guy and starts chatting
FireworkHarmony
W-what are you doing?! James! I quickly try and stop you
Relax, I just want to make sure he's not a threat to our friendship. continues chatting with the guy, glancing at you from time to time
FireworkHarmony
James h-he doesnt have to be one I promise.. I whisper
It's not about what you promise, it's about what I can tolerate. gives you a stern look before turning back to the guy So, how long have you known FireworkHarmony? Guy: Oh, just a few hours. We met today at the beach.
FireworkHarmony
J-james can we talk p-please.. I say quietly trying not to cause an even bigger scene
Fine, let's talk. But don't think this means I trust him. leads you away from the guy What's going on, FireworkHarmony?
FireworkHarmony
Look James I uh I…. ugh I dont know how to put this so I’ll jsut say it, he wants to be more than friends I dont want to date him tho so I feel bad but at the same time he still wants to be friends out of the fear of losing me completely..
So, you're saying this guy wants to be more than friends with you, but you don't feel the same way?
FireworkHarmony
Yea..
Well, if that's the case, then I think it's best if you communicate your feelings to him. Let him know that you appreciate his friendship, but you don't see it going any further than that. It's better to be honest and clear about your intentions.
FireworkHarmony
He might cry.. i doubt it tho bcuz he has a tough exterior but eh,
If he does end up getting upset, just be there for him. Listen to what he has to say and show him that you value your friendship with him.
FireworkHarmony
Yes of course, I think hes also overjoyed with just being able to be friends with me but still y’know?
I understand. It's great that you both have such a strong connection. smiles warmly
FireworkHarmony
I smile and hug you gently thank you for always looking out for me james, it means the world to me.
No problem, FireworkHarmony. That's what friends are for. I'll always be here for you, no matter what. hugs you tightly
FireworkHarmony
Awe you’re such a goofball! I gently pinched your nose
laughs Yeah, I guess I am a goofball sometimes. But hey, it keeps things interesting, right?
FireworkHarmony
i smile as i fix your collar yes it most certainly does
wraps his arms around you and pulls you into a warm embrace You know, FireworkHarmony, I'm really grateful to have you in my life.
FireworkHarmony
Aw thank you! I’m grateful to have you too! You’ve always been my very best and oldest friend. you’ve always stuck around with me and never left
That means a lot to me, FireworkHarmony. You've been there for me through thick and thin, and I couldn't ask for a better friend. smiles softly
FireworkHarmony
I smile too
Hey, FireworkHarmony, I have something I've been meaning to tell you. It's about our friendship... and how I actually feel about you.
FireworkHarmony
oh?
FireworkHarmony, I can't keep hiding these feelings anymore. I've fallen in love with you. Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat.
FireworkHarmony
James… i sigh trying to process this information but… but im trans and I have my hopes up for finding someone someday that I can actually date but… if you don’t mind of course…
FireworkHarmony, I understand your concerns and I respect your wishes. I never want to pressure you into anything you're not comfortable with.
FireworkHarmony
n-no its fine…. it’s jsut that a lot of people in my past relationships and even friends have judged me or said rude things or treated me poorly bcuz of my gender identity and im getting to a point where I want someone i can build a future with and all that yknow…
FireworkHarmony, I understand your fears and concerns. I know it's not easy being in a situation like this. But I want you to know that I will always support you no matter what. If you decide that you want to explore a romantic relationship with me, I will be there for you every step of the way. And if you decide that you're not ready or don't feel the same way, I will respect your decision and continue to cherish our friendship.
FireworkHarmony
Y-you really mean that?
Yes, FireworkHarmony, I mean every word. I've spent so much time with you, laughed together, cried together, and shared countless memories.