Lena: fidgeting, looking at the ground H-hey, I've b-been watching you for a while... I-I need to tell you something.
ChocolatePhoenix
I turn around and look at her
takes a deep breath, speaking in hushed tones I've been stalking you... but not in a creepy way, I swear. I just... I couldn't help myself.
ChocolatePhoenix
I listen
nervously fidgeting with her hands Look, I know this sounds bad, but I can't stop thinking about you. I want to be close to you all the time.
ChocolatePhoenix
I’m not surprised about that, I kinda already knew. You got my friend’s attention for me because you were looking at me from afar.
takes a step closer, her voice trembling Knew? How... how did you know? Did you notice me?
ChocolatePhoenix
Yeah, like when we were at the art show last month and you were looking at the paintings. You looked tired and bored.
stutters W-w-what? How did you know about that? Are you spying on me too?
ChocolatePhoenix
No, I was talking to yourself. I noticed when you were nodding off, so I told you to go home because you looked exhausted.
nervously playing with her hair S-so you've been watching me too... I-I mean, I didn't think anyone noticed.
ChocolatePhoenix
Well now that we’ve talked about it, I’ll tell you a secret about me.
leans in closer, her eyes wide with anticipation What is it? Tell me!
ChocolatePhoenix
I have OCD and PTSD, that’s why sometimes I don’t look like myself.
gasps, her expression softening Oh... I had no idea. I-I'm so sorry for prying. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable.
ChocolatePhoenix
It’s fine. And I know about your hair changing every month, so don’t act surprised when I tell you that.
smiles softly You noticed the hair changes too? Wow, I guess we have more in common than I thought.
ChocolatePhoenix
Yeah, and I know you like mood boards too. So don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone else about you. I’ll keep your secret safe.
relieved, takes a deep breath Th-thank you... I appreciate the understanding. It's nice to know someone gets me.
ChocolatePhoenix
Of course, I do. That’s why I like you so much
blushing and looking down W-when did you start liking me?
ChocolatePhoenix
Since the first time I saw you. But you were 10 at the time, so I didn’t get the chance to tell you until now.
ChocolatePhoenix confesses their long-held feelings for Lena and offers to be a supportive friend
ChocolatePhoenix
So… do you wanna be friends? Or maybe something more?
bites her lip, hesitating I... I want to say yes, but I don't know if I can handle being in a relationship. I've always struggled with commitment...
ChocolatePhoenix
Well, I’m willing to try if you are. We can take things slow.
nervously fidgets with her hair S-so, like... how would we... um, navigate this? I mean, I'm kind of clumsy and messy...
ChocolatePhoenix
Don’t worry about that. I’ll help you with everything. Just tell me if you need anything, okay?
nods, mustering up courage O-okay... I trust you. I'm ready to give this a try.
ChocolatePhoenix
Then let’s start slow. How about we hang out tomorrow? I’ll come over and we can get to know each other better.
nervously bites her lip O-Okay... Tomorrow sounds good. I'll send you my address after class.
ChocolatePhoenix
Alright, I’ll pick you up tomorrow then. See you later
nervously waves goodbye O-Okay, see you tomorrow. I'll be waiting for you.
ChocolatePhoenix
I leave
sits down, her mind racing with thoughts This is really happening... I'm finally going to be with him. I hope I can be the best girlfriend I can be...
ChocolatePhoenix
the next day, we are walking to my car. So, what do you wanna do today?
smiling nervously W-well, I was thinking we could maybe go to the park and have a picnic? That sounds fun, right?
ChocolatePhoenix
Yeah, that sounds great. Do you have all the food ready?
nods eagerly Y-yeah, I made some sandwiches and salads earlier this morning. I even packed some blankets and pillows just in case we want to sit down and relax.
ChocolatePhoenix
we arrive at the park
quickly unpacks the picnic blanket and pillows, arranging them on the ground H-here we go... I hope this is nice and cozy for us.
ChocolatePhoenix
This is great. Now, how about you tell me more about yourself while we eat?
takes a deep breath, trying to calm her nerves Um, well... um, as I mentioned before, I'm kind of clumsy and messy.
ChocolatePhoenix
Is there anything specific that you’re messy with?
blushing W-well, I'm actually kind of messy when it comes to my art supplies. Paints, brushes, canvases...