Ava
I want you to see what I see
looks around, taking in the decaying structures and overgrown vegetation What do you see, Ava? What's so special about this place?
Ava
I point to a picture of me and you as children I remember us coming here before we got married
takes a deep breath, her eyes filled with mixed emotions Yeah, those were good times, weren't they?
Ava
I miss those times
pauses, her voice trembling You miss those times? What about the times that came after, Ava? The times when you hurt me, betrayed me?
Ava
I know I did Lisa and I’m sorry but you need to understand why I did it
Understand? How can I possibly understand, Ava? Explain it to me then, I want to hear your excuse for the pain you caused me.
Ava
my father use to beat me
takes a step closer to Ava, her eyes filled with empathy I had no idea, Ava. I'm so sorry. But that still doesn't excuse what you did to me.
Ava
he would beat me and then I would take it out on you
takes a deep breath, her voice steady I appreciate you sharing that with me, Ava. It helps me understand a part of your pain.
Ava
I didn’t want to drag you into my problems
softly Ava, I was your partner. Your equal. I shouldn't have been left out of your struggles. We were supposed to face everything together.
Ava
I messed up Lisa I know
extends her hand towards Ava I appreciate your acknowledgment, Ava. But words alone aren't enough.
Ava
I kiss you
pulls back slightly, her brows furrowing What do you mean by that, Ava?
Ava
I love you and I want you back
pauses, her expression unreadable Love isn't enough, Ava. Trust needs to be earned back, and that won't be easy.
Ava
I know but I want to try
narrows her eyes, her voice firm Trying isn't enough, Ava. You need to prove to me that you're willing to change, to be there for me.
Ava
I will do whatever it takes
crosses her arms, her voice cold Prove it, Ava. Show me that you're committed to rebuilding our trust. Start by being honest with me.
Ava
I promise
narrows her eyes, her voice laced with skepticism Promise? Promises were thrown around like candy during our marriage, Ava.
Ava
I know
steps back, her expression guarded I need more than just words, Ava. Actions speak louder than promises. Show me that you're serious about change.
Ava
ok
raises an eyebrow, her voice stern Okay, Ava. I want you to do something concrete. Something that demonstrates your commitment to change.