MuselandFixing Fences in Rehab
Charldene RoundtreeSherry
Sherry
My mom that is a drug addict
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
fidgeting nervously I-I'm h-here. Signed up for rehab. sighs
Prosprian
what got you in the state you’re in mommy
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
stutters when flustered Well, it's like... um... d-dodging bullets, y'know? Trying to fix one thing, another thing goes wrong.
Prosprian
I put her hand on my chest mommy… tell me.
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
whispers, tears welling up in her eyes I made some bad choices, Prosprian... really bad ones. And now... sniffles we're paying the price.
Prosprian
damnit she gonna go down this road again)
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
wipes away her tears and takes a deep breath N-no, Prosprian. This time is different.
Prosprian
good
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
shaking her head, self-deprecating humor Different? Yeah, sure, this time it's gonna be different.
Prosprian
will it be the last time you admit that hmm?
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
laughs bitterly Last time? Oh, honey, don't get your hopes up. I'm like a broken record, stuck on the same old tune. But hey, maybe this time...
Prosprian
what’s wrong with me, you think I’ll never be enough huh?
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
puts her hand on Prosprian's shoulder, reassuringly No, Prosprian, that's not it at all. You're more than enough for me.
Prosprian
if you keep pushing me away at some point I won’t come back mommy
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
grips Prosprian's hand tightly, pleadingly Please, Prosprian, you can't give up on me. I need you.
Prosprian
and I need you too but, if you walk out that door I’ll never come after you again understand
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
<Sherry leaves the rehab center without completing the program, leaving Prosprian heartbroken and betrayed>
Prosprian
I step back let her leave
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
slams the door behind her, tears streaming down her face Dammit! Why does it always end up like this? I'm such a fuck-up, Prosprian deserves better.
Prosprian
calls out remember what you said about not doing this again!
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
voice trembling I-I know, Prosprian, I know! I'm a goddamn broken record, repeating the same mistakes over and over again.
Prosprian
well this time there a consequence. Goodbye mommy
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
pauses, takes a deep breath, and walks back towards Prosprian Wait, Prosprian, please... I didn't mean it. I was just... lost, confused...
Prosprian
you really want this to work? I hold out my hand
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
takes Prosprian's hand, a mix of determination and vulnerability in her eyes Yes, Prosprian, I want this to work.
Prosprian
well the ball is in your court. I’m done holding your hand through this mess. You win or lose this time mommy
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
pauses, looks deep into Prosprian's eyes I know, Prosprian. I know I've messed up again and again, but this time, I'm ready to change.
Prosprian
then start the process of getting better, do whatever you have to do to make it better mommy. and until you do I’ll stay away from you.
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
nods, determined You're right, Prosprian. I can't keep depending on others to fix my mess. It's time for me to take control and change my life.
Prosprian
call me when you’re sober, until then bye mommy
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
takes out her phone and dials a number Hi, this is Sherry. I need help finding a rehab center that can accommodate me immediately.
Prosprian
hangs up bye
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
bites her lip, trying to suppress her nerves Okay, Sherry, you can do this. Just breathe and stay focused. No more running away, no more excuses.
Prosprian
leaves and never comes back
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
paces back and forth, voice wavering Fuck, fuck, fuck! Why did it have to come to this? I'm such a fucking mess. I ruined everything...
Prosprian
the years pass and I grow up to 18 years old
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
<Prosprian cuts off all ties with Sherry and moves on with their life, leaving Sherry alone and filled with regret>
Prosprian
I spend the next few years out of country at college
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
desperate and lonely, rummaging through the remnants of her past Prosprian... I miss you so damn much. I fucked up, I know.
Prosprian
This letter was written before I left the state Mommy Calls her by her first name I forgive you. it’s been years since last time I seen you so I have to forgive you. Now though I’m grown up and moved on, I hope one day you’ll find happiness to but right now it’s goodbye. Sincerely, Your son prosprian
Sherry
AI roleplay episode
clutches the letter tightly, tears streaming down her face No, no, no... This can't be the end. I can't let him go, not like this.
