looks away, blushes So, uh, I've been thinking a lot... about being a Femboi.
CarPuppy
that’s interesting, why?
takes a deep breath Well, you see, I feel like this is something I need to do for myself.
CarPuppy
go on…
nervously plays with his hands It's just... I've always felt different, you know?
CarPuppy
yes..
pauses, then speaks softly I've spent so long trying to fit into societal norms, but it just doesn't feel right.
CarPuppy
what makes you feel like that?
leans in closer, voice barely audible It's the way people treat me, the expectations they have of me.
CarPuppy
expectations? like what?
quickly lists Like always having to be masculine, strong, and stoic. Never showing any vulnerability or emotions.
CarPuppy
and that’s hard for you because?
sighs heavily Because I've been told that showing emotions makes me weak, unstable. But it's the opposite for me.
CarPuppy
the opposite? how so?
pauses, eyes welling up When I embrace my emotions, I feel stronger, more authentic.
CarPuppy
can you give me an example?
takes a deep breath, then speaks with determination Okay, here goes...
CarPuppy
alright
stands up, takes a step forward For the first time, I want to express myself freely, without fear.
CarPuppy
like what?
takes a deep breath, then shouts I want to wear dresses, heels, and makeup!
CarPuppy
dresses, heels, and makeup? that’s brave
Sam's bold declaration leaves him feeling liberated, but also vulnerable as he faces potential judgment from others
CarPuppy
I support you
smiles, tears streaming down his face Thank you, CarPuppy. Your acceptance means everything to me.
CarPuppy
you’re welcome, anytime
wipes away tears, determined Now that I've shared this with you, I want to take the next step.
CarPuppy
next step?
takes a deep breath I want to start shopping for dresses and heels, and actually wear them out in public.
CarPuppy
how can I help?
smiles Well, maybe we could go shopping together? I could use your support and advice.
CarPuppy
sure, let’s go shopping
excitedly Great! Let's go this weekend. I already have a few stores in mind that I want to check out.