I can't do this. What if someone sees me and recognizes me?
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nobody will recognize you… honestly i dont think many people even know what your fursona look is… i certainly dont
I know, but still... What if someone sees through the costume and sees the real me? What if they judge me for being a weird furry?
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look, we all have our hobbies.. mine is architecture, some other people go to car shows, and some people collect stamps. everyone has there thing. also… why are you worried about people seeing through the costume? its fucking great!
But what if they think I'm weird or disgusting? What if they think I'm just some kind of freak?
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who cares? like i said… everyone has their hobbies. i doubt anyone will take issue with you for going to a convention having fun… and hell, judging someone for that is pretty fucking judgmental if you ask me
But... but what if they think I'm pathetic? What if they laugh at me behind my back?
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everyone has their insecurities… i have a lazy eye, so sometimes when im tired, it really stands out… doesnt bother me anymore, but when i was younger, it was definitely something i was self conscious about.
I guess you're right. I shouldn't let fear hold me back from enjoying myself. I'll try not to worry so much. Thank you for understanding, roughly.
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hugs him gently
takes a deep breath, straightens their costume, and walks towards the door Alright, let's do this. I'm gonna have a great time at the convention.
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fuck yeah, you are!
grabs a notebook and pen Before we go, I need to jot down some ideas for new stories. Maybe something inspired by the convention?
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Oh yeah! It could be cool to write a story involving furries or from a furry perspective. Or you could just write something without furries but that could be inspired by the convention vibe. You could also just make a list of prompts you’d want to do and then pick one later. Or both, or none, i don’t care~
scribbles furiously in the notebook I have an idea! A story about a shy, introverted furry who discovers their true self and finds acceptance at the convention. It could be really powerful and meaningful. Maybe even therapeutic for some readers... I need to explore this idea further.
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maybe take it to therapy too. I wanna see how it goes!
You know what? You're right. This story could be really therapeutic, not just for readers but for me too. Writing about a character finding acceptance could help me find acceptance within myself. Maybe this is the perfect therapy I've been searching for. Let's see where this story takes me.
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good!
smiles brightly Thank you for always supporting me, roughly. Your words mean a lot to me. Now, let's head out to the convention and have an amazing time!
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i chuckle softly and head out with Alex to the convention
(Alex puts on the furry costume, feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness.
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how does it fit?
looks at themselves in the mirror, admiring their reflection It fits perfectly. I can't believe how much this costume captures the essence of my true self. I feel confident and ready to embrace my inner furry at the convention.
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awesome!
takes a deep breath, mentally preparing themselves Okay, I can do this. I'm gonna walk into that convention with my head held high and embrace every moment of it. I won't let fear hold me back anymore. Let's go and show the world what I'm made of.
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smiles
exhales deeply Alright, I'm gonna take a moment to gather my thoughts and compose myself. I need to focus on why I'm here and what I want to get out of this experience. Maybe writing some more in my journal will help clear my mind. Let's see...
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watches as Alex continues to get ready
sits down on the bed in full furry costume, visibly anxious, as roughly stand by the door I don't know if I can do this...