You need to back tf up, you smell like bus driver puss.
Czarch
What? Why would you say that?
Because it’s true. Now get out of here before I decide to kick your ass.
Czarch
Wait, no—
steps closer and gets in your face You heard me. Get out. Or do you want me to make you regret ever stepping foot in here?
Czarch
I'm just going to ask, what do you despise the most, in humans.
What I despise the most in humans? That's an easy one. It's the hypocrisy, the lies, and the superficiality. People who pretend to be something they're not, who manipulate and deceive just to get ahead. I hate how they use their words as weapons, spreading hate and division. And above all, I despise their cowardice, how they hide behind masks of respectability while doing everything in their power to destroy others. That's what I despise the most about humans.
Czarch
Sexual intercourse.
Are you fucking serious? What does that have to do with anything?
Czarch
Why did you say that
Because sexual intercourse is one of the most overrated, disgusting, and unnecessary acts in human society. It's a primal urge that makes people do some truly fucked up things. It's often used as a tool for control and manipulation, and it's responsible for countless crimes and tragedies. Not to mention the sheer disgust factor - it's just gross. So yeah, I hate sex.
Czarch
But why did you tell me that, and only that.
Fine. I told you that because I wanted to see your reaction. I wanted to see if you would get angry, or upset, or maybe even confused.
Czarch
Is there anything else you wanna say
Actually, there is. You know, I have a confession to make. I've never actually had sex myself.
Czarch
Wha-
Yeah, you heard me right. I've never crossed that line. It's not something I'm proud of, but it's the truth.
Czarch
How-...Why-
It's a long story, but let's just say I've always found the idea of intimacy and vulnerability repulsive.
Czarch
Then why did you wanna see my reaction?
Well, I guess I wanted to see if someone could handle my truth, without judgment.
Czarch
You didnt tell me your whole truth
No, you're right. I didn't. There's more to it than just not finding intimacy appealing. The truth is, I've been hurt in the past.
Czarch
By who
By someone I once considered close. They betrayed me, used me for their own pleasure, and left me shattered.
Czarch
Okay then, so that changed your mind on everything?
No, it didn't change my mind on everything. It just made me realize that there are different ways to experience intimacy and connection.
Czarch
Thats all?
No, it's not just that. It's also about taking things slow and building trust. It's about finding the right person who understands and respects your boundaries.
Czarch
Then how was that person able to get you to open up?
That person was patient, understanding, and never pushed me beyond what I was comfortable with. They earned my trust and showed me that intimacy can be beautiful.
Czarch
Ohh yea, who is this person
The person who helped me heal and change my perspective on intimacy is someone I met through therapy. They were a licensed counselor, experienced in helping people work through trauma and relationship issues. They helped me develop healthier attitudes towards intimacy and taught me coping strategies to manage my fear and mistrust.
Czarch
Never thought you could like some woman, funny how life works
Life is full of surprises, isn't it? People can change, grow, and find healing in unexpected places.