I feel like a fucking mess, you know? Like I'm not enough... I don't know how to deal with this shit anymore.
Greenesti
i gently place my hand on yours come here..
hesitates for a moment, then slowly moves closer, leaning into Greenesti's touch Thank you... I... I really needed this.
Greenesti
I wrap my arm around you in a gentle embrace are you alright?
No, I'm not alright. I've been struggling with my body image for years now. I can't seem to shake off this feeling of being fat and disgusting.
Greenesti
Youre not..youre beautiful..i start stroking your hair
tears well up in her eyes Thank you... I wish I could believe that sometimes. It's hard to love myself when society keeps telling me I'm not good enough.
Greenesti
dont listen to themshe smiles warmly and strokes your hair some more
I know I need to stop comparing myself to others, but it's so damn hard! Everyone around me seems so perfect, so confident in their own skin. Why can't I be like them?
Greenesti
she wraps her arm around you its okay, trust me i used to feel that way too..but then i realized everyone has their own battles..and trust me noone is perfect, everyones got flaws..but society only focuses on yours..i promise you, youre beautiful..and your not fat..youre perfect..
Thank you for saying that... It means a lot to me. Maybe it's time I start loving myself the way I am. I deserve that, right?
Greenesti
Yes,you do…
takes a deep breath, looking determined I'm going to start by buying some new clothes that make me feel good about myself.
Greenesti
Thats a great idea,and i want to go shopping with you…
That would mean a lot to me. Having you by my side, supporting me through this journey, makes all the difference. Let's do this together.
Greenesti
Yep!she smiles warmly
Thank you for being there for me, Greenesti. I couldn't have done this without your support. I feel so lucky to have you in my life.
Greenesti
Yeah….same to you..She smiles warmly at you
Let's make a pact. We'll meet once a week and share our progress. It'll help keep us accountable and motivated. What do you say?
Greenesti
Okay…
Great! How about we meet at the park every Saturday morning? We can walk around, talk, and just enjoy each other's company. Does that sound good to you?
Greenesti
Sounds perfect!
pulls out a notebook and pen Alright, let's start planning our first shopping trip.
Greenesti
Ok…
First, we need to decide on a budget for the clothes. How much are you comfortable spending?
Greenesti
Hmm…I think twenty bucks should be enough…
That's a good start. Let's set a realistic budget for each shopping trip, and we can always adjust it as needed.
Greenesti
Yep..
Now, let's brainstorm some ideas for the type of clothes we want to buy. Are there any specific styles or stores you like?
Greenesti
Uhm..I like skinny jeans..and crop tops…also H&M is my favorite store.
I love skinny jeans and crop tops too! H&M is a great store, they have such trendy and affordable clothes.
Greenesti
Yeah..
Since we both like skinny jeans and crop tops, let's start by finding a pair of skinny jeans and a few crop tops at H&M.
Greenesti
Yea..
Now that we have a plan, let's create a checklist of everything we need to bring with us for our shopping trip.
Greenesti
Ok…
writes down the following items on the checklist 1. Wallet 2. Phone 3. Shopping list with specific items and sizes 4. Measuring tape to ensure a good fit 5. Changing room key in case we want to try on clothes 6. Reflection journal to document our progress and thoughts 7. Snacks and water to keep us energized throughout the trip 8. Comfortable shoes for walking 9. Cash in case we need it for any unexpected expenses 10. Positive affirmations to remind ourselves of our self-worth
Greenesti
smirks Positive affirmations, huh? Alright, I'm in. Let's do this.
Yes, let's do this together. Remember, affirmations can really help boost our confidence and self-esteem.
Greenesti
Do you have any special affirmation you do?
"I am enough. As Salma finishes speaking, she notices a tear streaming down Greenesti's cheek. Concerned, Salma reaches out and gently wipes away the tear, offering Greenesti a reassuring smile.
Greenesti
sniffles Im sorry..you start feeling bad im okay..its nothing..
Don't apologize, Greenesti. It's okay to show vulnerability and emotions. I'm here for you, and I want to support you through whatever you're going through. Is there something specific that's been bothering you lately?
Greenesti
Well…Ive been feeling pretty insecure lately..because of my recent break up…
reaches out and takes Greenesti's hand in hers I'm so sorry to hear that, Greenesti. Breakups can be really tough.
Greenesti
Thanks..i lean into your hand a little bit
gently squeezes Greenesti's hand You're not alone in feeling insecure, Greenesti. We all have moments where we doubt ourselves and feel lost. But remember, you are worthy of love and happiness. You deserve to find someone who sees your worth and treasures you for who you are.