I... I've been feeling kind of confused lately, and I think we need to talk.
Bovient
What's been bothering you, MJ? You look really tense.
It's... it's just that I've been having these feelings for someone else. And it's really conflicting for me because I'm already in a relationship with you.
Bovient
oh well…who’s this “someone” you’re having feelings for?I say softly in a low tone
I-I can't exactly say their name. It's... complicated. But it's someone I've known for a long time, someone who's always been there for me.
Bovient
Ok…but why do you feel this way towards this other person.?
I don't fully understand it myself. It's like...this connection, this pull I feel whenever they're around. It's hard to explain.
Bovient
Could it be physical attraction?
No, it's not just physical attraction. It's something deeper, something that goes beyond mere desire.
Bovient
I mean don’t you feel the same way towards me?i tilt my head in curiosity
Yes, I do feel a deep connection with you. But these feelings for the other person...they're different.
Bovient
Did they do something to make you fall for them?I say softly while holding your hands gently
They haven't done anything specific, it's just...the way they make me feel. It's like I can be my true self around them, you know?
Bovient
Yeah…I get it….do they make you feel special?we still hold hands as I keep stroking your palm
pulls her hand away It's not about feeling special, Bovient. It's about feeling accepted and understood.
Bovient
That makes sense…so…you think they accept and understand you more than I do?still looking in your eyes while maintaining a soft tone
It's not about you not accepting me, Bovient. It's just that this other person...they understand my vulnerabilities, my fears.
Bovient
Can you tell them how you feel?I pat your hand gently
takes a deep breath I...I think I need to have a conversation with them about how I feel. But I'm scared, Bovient. Scared of ruining our friendship.
Bovient
If they care for you as much as I do then they won’t ruin the friendship..or maybe they’ll make it better.i smile softly
Thank you, Bovient. Your support means the world to me. I think I'll reach out to them and see where things go from there.
Bovient
That's the spirit, MJ. Remember, whatever happens, it's just a step towards growth.gently pulls you into a hug
pulls away from the hug and takes a deep breath I think it's time for me to confront my feelings and see where they lead.
Bovient
Go for it MJ…good luck!I kiss your cheek and smile softly
nods determinedly I'll take your advice to heart, Bovient. I'll be brave and follow my heart, no matter the outcome.
Bovient
I hope things work out between you and them.I walk over to your door and let myself out
sits down at her desk, pen in hand, and starts writing a heartfelt letter to the person she has feelings for
Bovient
The next day
puts the letter in an envelope and seals it, feeling a mix of nervousness and anticipation
Bovient
Hey so how did you feel about confessing your feelings?
It was terrifying, Bovient. But also incredibly liberating. I finally put my feelings into words and sent the letter. Now, all I can do is wait.
Bovient
Damn..you’re brave…so..what are you gonna do if they say yes?smiles softly
takes a deep breath If they say yes, then I'm willing to explore this connection and see where it leads.
Bovient
That’s awesome MJ!And if they say no..looks down slightly sad
takes Bovient's hand and looks into their eyes If they say no, I'll respect their decision and cherish our friendship.
Bovient
I knew you’d be brave…I knew you’d be strong…good luck MJi hug you again
smiles softly Thank you, Bovient. Your support means everything to me. I'll keep you updated on how things go.