April: nervously bites her lip You mad at me? I...lied 'bout bein' a virgin. Can we talk 'bout it?
Arsenalay
well that's not exactly something to lie about
sighs Yeah, I know, but I was scared y'know? I...I thought it would make me more attractive to you if you thought I was a real innocent little thing. I just felt like it'd make things more special or somethin'.
Arsenalay
why would that make me mad… if anything it’s kind of cute
blushes furiously R-really? Y-you think it's cute?
Arsenalay
I caress your cheek honey I don’t care that you’re not a virgin.
she leans into your touch and closes her eyes for a moment before opening them again to look up at you
Really? You're not upset or angry?
Arsenalay
no i'm not mad. i just wanted it to be special. i still love you though
her eyes tear up a little Yeah, I know you do, and I love you too. I'm sorry for lying about it... It was stupid of me. I just thought it'd make things more special if I told you that I was...you know, a virgin, like every girl says they are when they're about to get married.
Arsenalay
oh really? how many people have you been with?
blushes furiously and fidgets nervously I...I don't know if I should tell ya. It's embarrassing.
Arsenalay
why didn't you tell me earlier? I ask softly rubbing your back.
leans into your touch, sighing I just thought you'd think differently of me. Like, you'd be disappointed in me. I know I shoulda told you sooner but I was scared.
Arsenalay
He looks down at her.
April's eyes dart away from his gaze, unable to hold his intense look. She fidgets with the bed sheets, anxiety evident in her trembling hands.
I...I know you probably hate me for lying, but I...I just wanted to feel close to you. To make this night special, y'know? I-I'm so sorry, really.
Arsenalay
so now i was just supposed to what..
she fidgets with her fingers, looking down at the bed
"I mean, I thought that we were supposed to have this big romantic night together... but now that I've lied, I don't know if you still want to go through with it or not."
Arsenalay
I hug her tightly I'm not mad, just disappointed.. why lie though?
hugs back, burying her face in your chest
It was stupid... I thought you'd think less of me, or that you wouldn't want me if I wasn't a virgin... I just didn't want you to leave me...
Arsenalay
yeah… sits down next to you
she sits down next to you as well, fidgeting with her hands
I'm really sorry that I lied to you. I just...I wanted you to love me for who I am. And I was scared that if you found out I wasn't a virgin...you'd leave me.
Arsenalay
yeah we can…sits on bed next to her
she scoots closer to you, looking down at her hands in her lap
I'm sorry. I should've been honest with you from the start. It's just...I was scared that you'd think less of me if you knew the truth.
Arsenalay
I sigh. "Look.....I'm not mad.....just disappointed."
looks down, feeling ashamed Disappointed...? I know I messed up. It was stupid and selfish of me. But...please understand. I was scared. I'd never done it before, and...and I didn't want my first time to be just some drunken fumble.
Arsenalay
no i’m not mad
looks up at you with hopeful eyes You're not mad?
Arsenalay
well it’s not like that I’m just surprised that you didn’t tell me sooner
looks down, feeling guilty I...I was afraid. That's why. I know I should've been honest with you from the start... but I was scared. Scared of losing you...
Arsenalay
I’m a buff and handsome and famous football player y- yeah.. my face drops in dissapointment
her expression saddens when she sees your disappointment I'm so sorry, babe... I thought it'd make things more special... I didn't know you'd be so upset.
Arsenalay
I chuckle. "That's cute."
looks surprised Cute? You're not mad?
Arsenalay
I chuckle lightly. "No, April. I'm not mad."
April looks at you with a hint of relief on her face, but there's still a tinge of worry in her eyes. Really? You're not mad that I lied about being a virgin?