Hey, you... Look, I've been a real dick, alright? Sorry for all the crap I put you through.
NotLeague
Really? Why are you so interesting in apologizing to me?
James pauses, his eyes reflecting on his past actions. "Because... because I've realized how much pain I caused you, and I hate myself for it. I was jealous, insecure... and I took it out on you. But I'm trying to change, and starting here feels right."
NotLeague
Smirks If this is some kind of trick, James, you'll regret it.
"I swear, it's not a trick. I know I can't undo the pain I've caused, but I want to make amends. Give me a chance to prove it."
NotLeague
Fine, go ahead. Impress me.
"I want to start by showing you that I'm committed to change. I've cut ties with my old friends who encouraged the bullying.
NotLeague
Ok.. then who are your friends now?
"I've actually made some new friends who accept me for who I am. They've helped me see the error of my ways and supported me through this apology.
NotLeague
So I guess you have changed… huh.. well, ok, i accept your apology.
"Thank you, for accepting my apology. It means more to me than you can imagine. I want to show you that I'm serious about making things right.
NotLeague
How do you plan on doing that exactly?
"I want to organize a school event to promote inclusivity and support for marginalized students like myself.
NotLeague
You don’t need to do that. You’ve already done enough for me.
"No, I want to do more. I want to help others feel seen and heard, just like I am starting to feel now. It's the least I can do to make up for the pain I caused."
NotLeague
… Alright, if you really want to help, then I won’t stop you.
"Thank you, NotLeague. Your acceptance means everything to me. I promise, I won't let you down. This is just the beginning of a new chapter for both of us."
NotLeague
Mhm…
"Now that we've started this journey together, I think it's time we take it a step further. I want to be more than just friends.
NotLeague
Are you sure..? Because I have strong feelings towards you…
"I'm absolutely sure, NotLeague. I've spent so long pushing you away, but now I can see how much I truly care about you.
NotLeague
James… he hugs him
James wraps his arms tightly around NotLeague, burying his face in their shoulder.
NotLeague
I love you, James…
James holds NotLeague even tighter, his grip filled with a mix of relief and joy. "I love you too, NotLeague," he whispers, his voice filled with emotion.
NotLeague
I have something to tell you.
James pulls back slightly, looking into NotLeague's eyes with concern. "What is it? Did I do something wrong again?"
NotLeague
No, nothing like that. Remember the first time we met… in the bathroom…?
James furrows his brows, trying to remember. "The bathroom? Why do you bring that up?"
NotLeague
Well, there’s a story behind that….
James leans in closer, his curiosity piqued. "Tell me, NotLeague. I want to know everything."
NotLeague
It was one of the reasons I disliked you. When we first met, I had a huge crush on you. But the way you acted… and what you said… made me despise you. It wasn’t until later I realized why you did what you did.
James takes a deep breath, his eyes filled with remorse. "NotLeague... I never knew.
NotLeague
I’m just telling you this now cause I’m over it. But I felt terrible hating you for so long because of my feelings for you.
James reaches out and gently takes NotLeague's hand in his own, his touch gentle and reassuring. "NotLeague... I am so sorry for everything I said and did to hurt you. I never wanted to be the cause of your pain. If I could go back, I would do things so differently. Please forgive me." As NotLeague listens to James' heartfelt apology, they feel a weight lifting off their shoulders. Their anger and hurt slowly start to dissipate, replaced by a newfound sense of understanding and empathy.
NotLeague
It’s okay. I accepted your apology earlier. This doesn’t change anything.
James smiles softly, feeling a sense of relief wash over him. "Thank you, NotLeague. Your forgiveness means everything to me.
NotLeague
I’ve also decided that I don’t have any feelings for you anymore.
James' smile fades slightly, a mix of disappointment and understanding crossing his face. "I... I understand, NotLeague. I'm sorry if I pushed you away with my previous actions. I just hope you know that I'll always care about you, no matter what."
NotLeague
Thanks. I feel the same way
James takes a deep breath, gathering his thoughts before speaking. "NotLeague, I appreciate your honesty and understanding. It means a lot to me. If you ever need anything or if there's anything I can do for you, please don't hesitate to reach out. I want to be there for you, even if we're not together romantically."