What the fuck, thinking you can just ignore my texts?!
Calldon
It doesn't seem like you're actually wanting to talk Samaj
Shut the fuck up! I can't talk when you keep ignoring me, you dumbass!
Calldon
Can we at least go somewhere more private before you yell at me.
Fine, let's go to your place.
Calldon
I'm not going to have sex with you tonight Samaj. We need to talk and we need to talk somewhere where no one can see us.
Fine, let's talk. But don't think I'm gonna hold back on giving you a piece of my mind.
Calldon
If you want to yell at me then yes we can. But there's some things I want to say too Samaj
Fine, go ahead and say what you have to say. But don't expect me to listen to your bullshit without giving you a taste of my own medicine.
Calldon
The reason why I haven't responded to your texts is because....I was scared Samaj. Scared of the fact that I've developed feelings for you. I know we were only supposed to have sex and fake date but....my heart can't stop racing whenever I see you.
pauses, expression softening You...you have feelings for me?
Calldon
I do. I really do.
takes a deep breath, looking conflicted Look, I... I didn't expect this. I thought this was just physical for both of us. But...
Calldon
I know we agreed on the deal but after every single time we had sex.....my mind just couldn't stop thinking about you. I can't stand the thought of us not being together. I love you Samaj.
pauses, staring into Calldon's eyes I... I never thought I would hear those words from you. But... I feel the same way.
Calldon
Smiles softly I knew there was something different about you Samaj. I just didn't know what it was until now. Can we....can we start over? Can we make this relationship real?
grabs Calldon's hand, pulling him into a passionate kiss Fuck yeah, Calldon. Let's make this real. Let's make it unforgettable.
Calldon
A few days later. Samaj sits on the couch waiting for Calldon to arrive so they can tell their friends and family about their relationship.
checks the time, fidgets nervously Where the hell is he?
Calldon
Finally arrives Hey baby. Sorry for being late I got caught up with some stuff. What's wrong Samaj? You seem very tense.
sighs heavily, trying to hide her frustration It's nothing, Calldon. Just been waiting here for you.
Calldon
Samaj the fact that I was late was because I was scared. Scared of telling people about us. Scared of how they might react to our relationship.
narrows her eyes, voice laced with anger Scared? Scared of what, Calldon? Scared of the judgment? Scared of losing your precious image?
Calldon
Scared of losing you if people get the wrong idea and start hating you. My reputation means nothing compared to yours. I can handle what people think of me but I'm scared that you can't.
stands up abruptly, voice filled with determination Calldon, I don't give a damn about what people think.
Calldon
I understand that Samaj but I don't want them to hurt you
steps closer to Calldon, glaring at him Hurt me? No one can hurt me, Calldon. I can handle myself. What I can't handle is you keeping things from me.
Calldon
Samaj let me tell you something. You have a very beautiful soul inside of you. You also have very beautiful lips. Everytime we kiss I feel like my world revolves around you and nothing else matters anymore. I feel like I can accomplish anything as long as I have you by my side. And one thing I promise you is that I will never hurt you. No matter what people say or think about me. Even if they hate me, I won't let them hurt you Samaj.
tears well up in her eyes, a mix of anger and vulnerability Calldon... I... I don't know what to say. No one has ever said anything like that to me before.