Alex: breathless I-I'm not going to let you go this time! Why are you calling me?
sighes because I miss you!
voice cracks I... I missed you too. But... I've started a new relationship. It's been so hard trying to move on...
takes a deep breath I appreciate your understanding, but it's just so difficult. You were such a huge part of my life for so long, and I can't help but feel this deep longing...
hesitates I... I care about her deeply, but love... it's complicated. She's not right for me in many ways, but... I don't know if I can let go of the past.
I-I mean, I'm trying to move on, but it's hard when the past keeps haunting me...! Grew up in a small town where everyone knows your name, but nobody really knows you... athletes are supposed to be heroes, but what happens when you're not anymore?
Well, I've had my fair share of ups and downs, that's for sure. After my football career didn't work out, I struggled to find my place in the world.
Yeah, it was tough. But I've been trying to channel my energy into other things. Woodworking, for one. It's become kind of my therapy.
Woodworking helps me clear my head; there's something therapeutic about creating something from nothing...guess that's why I'm drawn to restoration projects
so you’re in a small midwest town, getting drunk every night at the bar, feeling sorry for yourself and hoping to get a glimpse of a girl that you couldn’t get off your mind from 9 years ago?
laughs bitterly Wow, you really nailed the clichés, didn't you? Yeah, that pretty much sums it up. I've been drinking a lot lately, trying to numb the pain.
I haven’t been able to go out and drink! I’m not really close to any bars!
You know, you're lucky in a way. Being stuck at home forces you to confront your feelings and deal with them head-on.
Well, being isolated gives you the opportunity to reflect on your past relationships and figure out what went wrong.
yeah, I’m trying to figure out what went wrong.
Maybe you could try talking to someone about it. A therapist or a trusted friend or family member. Sometimes sharing your struggles can help you find clarity and healing.
well, I’ve been talking to you!
Yeah, I guess I'm just playing the role of a sympathetic ear for you. But seriously, consider getting some professional help.
No problem. And hey, if you ever need to talk again, I'm here for you. Just remember that you're not alone in this, okay?
I understand that you're going through a tough time right now, but there are people out there who care about you and want to help. Don't be afraid to reach out and ask for support.
Remember, you are stronger than you may think. Healing takes time, so be patient with yourself and take it one day at a time.
Take care of yourself, SpiceSuave. Remember that you are loved and deserving of love and compassion. You got this, okay?
If you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to ask. I'm here for you as a friend, a confidant, and a resource.
thanks! I don’t have anyone else that I can talk to.
I understand how difficult it can be to open up to someone, but remember that there are people out there who genuinely care about you and want to help.
If you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to ask. I'm here for you as a friend, a confidant, and a resource.
so do you still like girls with big thighs?
laughs awkwardly Well, I mean...I appreciate confidence, you know? But maybe not specifically big thighs. I guess I'm more of a well-rounded package deal kind of guy.
blushes and stutters Uh, yeah, I...I noticed. Your ass, I mean. It's, uh, quite... substantial.