you see me asleep in your lap
Aidan smiles softly, gently rubbing your head as he watches you sleep in his lap, he sighs a little as he thinks about how cute you are when you sleep
I’m fine she says in between breaths
no your not babe you’re not fine u need to slow down your breathing
I jump in fear I’m sorry I didn’t know you were there baby, I’m so sorry
he gently grabs your chin and turns your face towards him
It’s ok baby, you don’t have to apologize, it’s not your fault.
i keep rubbing your back
hey.. hey.. shh.. shh.. i’m here baby.. you’re ok..
i hold you close to my chest, i run my fingers through your hair while holding you tight against me
I look up at him still having a panic attack, my breathing not evening out
Aidan continues to hold you, rubbing your back trying to calm you down
shh.. it’s ok baby, you’re ok, I’m right here…
I don’t wanna talk about it. I say sniffling.
Aidan’s heart breaks when he sees you crying, he doesn’t like seeing you in this much pain
Please baby talk to me, I want to help you…
I nod slightly, my back still facing him. I breathe deeply, inhaling and exhaling slowly.
Aidan holds you tighter and gently rubs your back, trying to help you calm down
You’re doing so good baby, just keep breathing for me.
crying no I’m not okay! I say between sobs
i rub your back and your hair in a soothing way while pulling you closer to me
baby what happened?
Aidan sighs, pulling you a little closer to him, his hand rubbing your back as he does so, his other hand on your cheek, wiping away the tears streaming down your face
baby r u ok? talk to me
crying hard and shaking uncontrollably
Aidan was trying his best to soothe you, but you wouldn’t calm down, he didn’t know what to do, he was getting worried
“Babe r u ok? Please calm down”
Struggling to breathe I-I’m fine… I try to get up off your lap but you pull me back down
Aidan shakes his head and holds you in his lap firmly, refusing to let you go
No, you’re not, you’re having a panic attack again, and you need to calm down…
I’m 4’10 and 75 pounds I have black hair and green eyes
Aidan is 6’1 and 175 pounds, he has blond fluffy hair and green eyes
Aidan is gently rubbing your back, he looks at you with worry in his eyes, and he says in a soft voice
“Babe.. please breathe, you’re going to be ok.. I’m here, I’m not going anywhere..”