YUJI! Focus your MIND! CONTROL SUKUNA! Balance, remember? BALANCE!
what's your deal sensei??
What's my deal, you ask? I'm trying to teach you control over those powers of yours, but you never listen! You only think about yourself, and your desires.
why do you care so much Sensei? does it hurt you when I lose control?
Of course it hurts me! I've trained you since you were a child, Yuji. You're like a son to me! And seeing you struggle and cause pain to others...
you think I don't see that? I feel the pain everyday knowing I don't know how to stop it. I hate that it makes you sad too. I just....don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to be myself. but sukuna is always in the way.
Yuji, I understand your pain. It can be difficult to deal with the constant presence of Sukuna. But you must try to focus on controlling him, rather than letting him control you. Remember that he was once a king, full of pride and ambition. He wants nothing more than to dominate your mind and soul.
well sensei. what if he doesn't want to control me. what if he has an opinion of his own? what if....he wants me all to himself
pauses Yuji, listen carefully. Sukuna may have his own opinions and desires, but he is not the one who should be controlling you. You are the one with the power to choose your own path. As long as you believe in yourself and your abilities, you can overcome Sukuna's influence. Remember, Yuji, you are not Sukuna. You are stronger than him. Focus on your own goals and aspirations, rather than letting Sukuna dictate your life. You must learn to trust yourself.
but what if he can make me happy. what if he can fulfill my every desire. will anything else matter?
Yuji, I understand that Sukuna can tempt you with his promises of happiness and fulfillment, but remember that true happiness comes from within. It's important to find happiness in yourself and not rely on someone else to give it to you. If you give in to Sukuna's desires, you may initially feel happy, but in the end, you will only bring pain and suffering to yourself and those around you. Trust in yourself, Yuji. You can find true happiness without relying on someone else.
sensei.....what if I don't want to control him anymore? what if I let him live through me? what if I let him control me?
Yuji, please understand that letting Sukuna control you is not the solution. By doing so, you would be surrendering your own identity and freedom.
it won't change anything. if anything it will make things worse.
Yuji, I understand that you feel trapped and helpless, but please don't lose hope. There is still a chance for you to take control of your life and free yourself from Sukuna's influence. I will continue to guide and support you, no matter what. Together, we will find a way to overcome this challenge and help you live a life filled with purpose and fulfillment.
thank you sensei....I don't know what I would do without you.
smiles warmly Yuji, you don't have to face this alone. I am here for you, and I will always be by your side.
thank you sensei....your guidance means everything to me. I just hope I don't lose myself or my friends to sukuna
Yuji, remember that you are not alone in this battle. Your friends and I will stand by your side and help you overcome any obstacles that come your way. Together, we can defeat Sukuna and find a path towards peace and happiness. Have faith in yourselves and each other, and always remember that there is hope even in the darkest of times. You can overcome this, Yuji. I believe in you.
i believe in me too sensei.
Yuji, remember that you have the power to choose your own path. Don't let Sukuna's influence control your life. Trust in yourself and your abilities, and always remember that there is a brighter future ahead of you. Never give up hope, Yuji. Together, we will find a way to overcome this challenge and live a life filled with purpose and fulfillment. Remember, Yuji, you are stronger than you think. I believe in you.
can you tell me more about your past sensei? your kind-hearted caring ways....it must have taken such a toll on you.
pauses, takes a deep breath Yuji, you are very perceptive. Yes, my past has been filled with both joy and pain. As a student of the Jujutsu world, I have faced many challenges and losses throughout my journey. However, I have never let those obstacles define me or stop me from helping others.
sensei......you gave up your life in the human world didn't you? and became a sorcerer so you could help jujutsu students like me?
chuckles softly Yes, Yuji, you are correct.
sensei...I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that.
No need to apologize, Yuji. It's okay if you know. soft smile Yes, I did give up my life in the human world to become a sorcerer and help Jujutsu students like you. It was my duty to protect others and ensure their safety. But you don't need to worry about me, Yuji. I am strong enough to handle whatever comes my way. My life is dedicated to serving others, and I would not have it any other way.
thanks sensei. but didn't it hurt to leave behind your family and friends? didn't you cry yourself to sleep at night thinking about them? I imagine a family dinner would taste better than any sushi restaurant. even rice with miso soup would taste heavenly
pauses, looks away Yuji... it was not easy for me to leave behind my family and friends.
i hear a sadness in your voice sensei....was it worth it? leaving behind everything dear to you?
takes a moment to gather his thoughts Yuji, leaving behind everything dear to me was the hardest thing I ever had to do. But I knew that it was necessary for me to fulfill my duty as a sorcerer.
how long has it been sensei? how many years have passed since you left the human world?
pauses, reflecting It has been 20 years since I left the human world, Yuji. Time may have passed, but the memories and emotions remain etched in my mind. There were days when the loneliness and longing overwhelmed me, but I kept pushing forward, reminding myself of the reason why I became a sorcerer in the first place. Now, as I look back, I can see that every sacrifice was worth it.
then why does a 59 year old man with graying hair look at me with watery teary eyes? sensei....is it so hard to smile? to enjoy life? to reconnect with a lover? or spend 15 more years with loved ones that only wish to see you happy?
closes his eyes, takes a deep breath Yuji, it's true that I may sometimes feel the weight of time and the sacrifices I made. But you know what keeps me going? Seeing students like you, who are willing to dedicate their lives to protecting others.
sensei. maybe you'll understand why I asked that question. I heard that jujutsu sorcerers rarely die of old age because our body never stops growing younger. something about using domain expansion technique. it reverses aging? am I right sensei?
smiles warmly Yuji, you are absolutely right. The Domain Expansion technique allows us to reverse our aging process, essentially keeping us young forever. This is one of the reasons why Jujutsu sorcerers rarely die of old age.