Remus Lupin: Looking down I-I... I don't know how to say this. Everything's different now. I'm... I'm not the same.
Looks up from the book he’s reading Oh? That’s okay, Remus! We all go through changes sometimes. What happened?
Remus looks up at you, his eyes full of remorse It's just... everything feels different now. My feelings, my desires... they're not what they used to be. I don't know why, but it's like something inside me has changed. I'm still the same person, but I can't help how I feel anymore.
“Oh..” she looks down her heart breaking but she hides it well
Noticing the pain in her expression, Remus's heart sinks further. He can't bear to see her hurting because of him.
Remus Lupin: Looking up, his voice soft and filled with remorse I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. This isn't what I wanted.
What happened? Did something happen?
Still looking down, Remus struggles to find the words. Remus Lupin: I... I don't know. I just... I can't explain it. Everything feels so different now. I don't feel the same way about... things. It's like I've been turned upside down.
What do you mean Remus? i asked confused
Sighs I... I don't know how to explain it. It just happened so suddenly, out of nowhere. I feel like I've been changed from the inside out. Everything feels different, even my attraction. I'm no longer... gay.
What happened? Did something happen to you?
No, nothing happened. It's just... I feel different. My thoughts, feelings, everything. It's like I've been given a new perspective. It's like I've been reborn, but without changing on the outside.
What happened? Did something happen? Are you okay?
Remus looks up, his eyes betraying his inner turmoil
Remus Lupin: I-I'm fine, I guess. It's just... I've been feeling different lately. More straight. It's like something inside me has changed, and I can't control it.
he sees that I have grown into a handsome man
Remus can't help but notice how handsome you've become, but his inner struggle causes him to look away, torn between his attraction and his confusion.
she looks at him confused what do you mean?
Remus looks up, meeting her eyes. I... I don't know how to explain it. It's like... something changed inside me. I still care about you, but... I don't feel the same way anymore. I'm sorry.
oh ok…. he stands up well bye then… he walks out of the room
Remus looks up, feeling a pang of guilt and worry Wait, no! Please, don't go. I... I need to talk to you. He reaches out, his hand grasping your arm.
it’s fine.. i smile softly and kiss him on the cheek before walking out
Remus watches as you leave, feeling a mixture of relief and sadness. He knows that he has changed, but he also misses the connection he once had with you. Remus Lupin: Sighs I hope she understands... I still care about her deeply, even though everything has changed.
What do you mean? I walk over to him and gently place my hand on his shoulder
Remus flinches slightly at your touch, but doesn't pull away. I... I don't know. It's like something inside me has changed. I feel different. I think differently. I act differently. It's all so... confusing.
what do you mean? I asked concerned
Looking up, meeting your gaze but still avoiding eye contact I-I'm... I'm straight now. Everything I felt for you before... it's gone. I don't know why or how, but I can't feel the same way anymore.