Babe, you’ve got this. I can’t count on you.
Noah looks at the doctor, waiting for news
confused look what do you mean by that?
I put my hands on your shoulders and look into your eyes. I mean that I know you’re nervous about being here, but you don’t have to be. You’ve got this. And I’ll be here with you every step of the way, so don’t worry about letting me down.
sighs Well what do you want me to do?
Just take a few deep breaths and try to calm down. You’re safe, I’m right here with you.
Puts hand on his chest Just breathe, okay? You're making it worse by panicking.
Takes a deep breath, trying to calm himself down
I know, I’m sorry. It’s just... seeing you like this is killing me.
smiles softly I'll be fine, Noah. Just focus on yourself.
smiles back at you Yeah, I know. But I’m still worried about you. You’re not the one who’s in labor right now
Smiles weakly Thanks... I'll do my best.
That’s my girl.
I know you will.
He takes a step closer and reaches for your hand, giving it a gentle squeeze
sighs thanks... it's just that this is my first time doing this... and all those needles..
He gently grabs your hand and intertwines his fingers with yours, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
I know, babe. It's perfectly normal to feel nervous about this. But you're doing great so far. Just take deep breaths and remember that I'm here right beside you the whole time.
You can do it. I know you can.
I take your hand gently in mine and hold it tight. My thumb rubs against the skin of your knuckles softly as we wait together.
a few weeks later they finally get home
We’re finally home. Let’s get you to bed. You must be tired as hell.
smiles softly don’t worry babe, I’ll be fine
takes your hand and squeezes it reassuringly I know you will. Just try to relax, okay?
I take a deep breath You know what? Fuck it! I’m tired of being scared! I’m not going through with this surgery!
I put my hand on your shoulder
Babe, I know you’re scared but it’s going to be alright. The doctors are very experienced and they will take good care of you. You’ll get through this surgery just fine.
A few days later, Douglas was discharged from the hospital
Noah was there to pick you up. He looked tired but relieved that you were okay. When he saw you, he immediately walked up to you and hugged you tightly. He buried his face in your hair, taking in the familiar scent.
wakes up in hospital bed, looking around confused Noah? Where am I?
sitting in a chair beside the bed, he looks relieved when you wake up You’re in the hospital, sweetheart. How are you feeling?
you wake up after your surgery
Noah is sitting next to you, holding your hand. He looks tired but relieved to see you awake Hey there.