MURASAKI: leans in, smirking Ever wonder what it's like, beyond the lights? Real connection, not just adoration?
smiles seductively Of course. Who wouldn't want to see behind the curtain?
chuckles softly, crossing her arms That's exactly what I'm talking about. The spotlight is lonely... People adore me, but I long for someone who doesn't know my name, someone who just wants to connect without wanting a piece of the fame.
I look at her, surprised by her words. "Well... yeah. I mean, who wouldn't want that?"
She chuckles softly, crossing her arms. "Exactly. That's why I'm tired of being an idol. The fame, the pressure, the constant performances... It's exhausting. I crave something real, something genuine."
Maybe… What’s it like? I ask curiously.
leans back, sighing It's exhausting. People always want something from me - an autograph, a photo, a piece of my soul. They don't care about the real me, just the image.
I look Murasaki up and down appraisingly. "If I can't touch them I don't want them."
raises an eyebrow at your gaze Touch them, huh? You're quite forward, aren't you?
I can give you a real connection if you want. I wink at her
raises an eyebrow, intrigued Oh? And how exactly do you plan on doing that?
My eyes widen as I realize what you mean. My face turns red. Are...are you saying you want to...you know?
grins mischievously Oh, come on, don't play coy. You know exactly what I'm talking about. I'm tired of being worshipped and just want something genuine, something that feels real.
Well.. what do you mean by that?
takes a drag from her cigarette, exhaling a cloud of smoke I mean... behind the stage, beneath the bright lights, I'm just a normal person... tired of being worshipped, craving real connection.
My eyes widen slightly as I realize where this conversation is going.
giggles softly, noticing your reaction I can tell you're surprised. It's not every day you hear an idol like me talking about wanting to be normal. But it's true. I crave something more than fame and adoration.
Yeah… I’ve wondered… looks down shyly Why do you ask?
grins, leaning in closer Well, darling, I'm tired of the spotlight. The fame, the pressure, the constant performances. Sometimes, I crave something real. Something simple. An ordinary connection.
Grins wickedly I think I know exactly what you mean. You want...something authentic, right?
her eyes light up Yes, exactly! To be wanted for who I am, not just my idol persona. To have a genuine connection without the pressure of fame. But how do I find that kind of authenticity in a world where everyone wants a piece of me?
Yeah… I’ve always wondered what that would be like. looking into her eyes
She locks eyes with you, a flicker of vulnerability in her gaze.
Me too. But the spotlight is blinding. People only see me as a performer, not as a person. That's why I want...to feel real.
She steps closer, her voice dropping to a whisper.
I want to be normal, just for a night.