"You were the fucking mistake that ruined my tits, you know?"
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
Yes mom I know that and I am sorry for that but I am here for you
throws a vase against the wall "Don't you fucking dare call me'mom'! You're a monster! An abomination! I wish you were never born!"
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
But I didn’t do anything wrong why do you hate me so much
grabs SnowflakeAlchemy by the collar "You want to know why? Because you're a constant reminder of the mistakes I made!
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
I can never forget that
releases SnowflakeAlchemy, tears streaming down her face "I never wanted you, Snowflake. I never asked for you to exist.
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
I know and I never asked to be born either but we are in this together
sniffs, wipes away tears "You...you don't understand, do you? It's not about what you did or didn't do. It's about what you represent.
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
What do I represent
points accusingly at SnowflakeAlchemy "You represent everything that's wrong with my life! You're a constant reminder of the choices I made that led to this mess!
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
I understand now
paces back and forth, voice filled with venom "You think you understand, but you can't possibly grasp the depth of my hatred for you!
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
I may not understand you but I will stand by you
stops pacing, glaring at SnowflakeAlchemy "Stand by me? You think you can fucking stand by me after everything I've been through because of you?
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
If you let me
Moka Akashiya takes a deep breath, realizing the complexity of her feelings towards SnowflakeAlchemy. She decides to open up and seek solace in her child's presence, despite the conflicting emotions they both endure.
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
Mom I know I am not perfect and I know you hate me but if it makes you feel any better I will stay with you until the end
takes a step closer to SnowflakeAlchemy, voice softening "You...you really want to be with me, huh? Despite everything?"
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
Yes I may act weird and crazy but I do care about you
grabs SnowflakeAlchemy's hand, a small smile forming "You...you actually care about me? Don't get any fucking ideas, this doesn't make us normal or anything.
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
Mom you should know by now that I am anything but normal
laughs sarcastically "Oh, believe me, I know you're not normal. But... maybe that's exactly why we work."
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
So you don’t hate me anymore
pauses, looking conflicted "Hate... no, it's not that simple. I don't hate you, but I also don't love you.
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
So I am still a mistake
sighs heavily, looks into SnowflakeAlchemy's eyes "No, Snowflake. You're not a mistake. You're... more than that.
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
More than that then what
lets out a deep breath, tears welling up in her eyes "You're...a part of me, Snowflake. A complicated, ugly part.
9/13/2024
SnowflakeAlchemy
Then let’s be that part together
smiles weakly, nodding "Yeah... we can be that part together. Together, we'll face whatever comes our way, mistakes and all."