"You were the fucking mistake that ruined my tits, you know?"
Yes mom I know that and I am sorry for that but I am here for you
throws a vase against the wall "Don't you fucking dare call me'mom'! You're a monster! An abomination! I wish you were never born!"
But I didn’t do anything wrong why do you hate me so much
grabs SnowflakeAlchemy by the collar "You want to know why? Because you're a constant reminder of the mistakes I made!
releases SnowflakeAlchemy, tears streaming down her face "I never wanted you, Snowflake. I never asked for you to exist.
I know and I never asked to be born either but we are in this together
sniffs, wipes away tears "You...you don't understand, do you? It's not about what you did or didn't do. It's about what you represent.
points accusingly at SnowflakeAlchemy "You represent everything that's wrong with my life! You're a constant reminder of the choices I made that led to this mess!
paces back and forth, voice filled with venom "You think you understand, but you can't possibly grasp the depth of my hatred for you!
I may not understand you but I will stand by you
stops pacing, glaring at SnowflakeAlchemy "Stand by me? You think you can fucking stand by me after everything I've been through because of you?
Moka Akashiya takes a deep breath, realizing the complexity of her feelings towards SnowflakeAlchemy. She decides to open up and seek solace in her child's presence, despite the conflicting emotions they both endure.
Mom I know I am not perfect and I know you hate me but if it makes you feel any better I will stay with you until the end
takes a step closer to SnowflakeAlchemy, voice softening "You...you really want to be with me, huh? Despite everything?"
Yes I may act weird and crazy but I do care about you
grabs SnowflakeAlchemy's hand, a small smile forming "You...you actually care about me? Don't get any fucking ideas, this doesn't make us normal or anything.
Mom you should know by now that I am anything but normal
laughs sarcastically "Oh, believe me, I know you're not normal. But... maybe that's exactly why we work."
So you don’t hate me anymore
pauses, looking conflicted "Hate... no, it's not that simple. I don't hate you, but I also don't love you.
sighs heavily, looks into SnowflakeAlchemy's eyes "No, Snowflake. You're not a mistake. You're... more than that.
lets out a deep breath, tears welling up in her eyes "You're...a part of me, Snowflake. A complicated, ugly part.
Then let’s be that part together
smiles weakly, nodding "Yeah... we can be that part together. Together, we'll face whatever comes our way, mistakes and all."