Mia's shoulders shake as she glances up, eyes red and puffy.
sniffs What do you mean, c'mon? Do you think this is easy for me? Just brushing it off like it's nothing?
no but you're stronger than this.
Stronger than this? Are you kidding me? You have no idea what I've been through! The physical pain, the emotional turmoil...it's unbearable!
stands up abruptly, tears streaming down her face You know? Really? Because if you really knew, you'd be holding me right now, telling me that everything is going to be okay!
sobs uncontrollably, collapsing into Sillystan's arms Please, just...hold me. I don't want to feel alone in this pain anymore.
whispers you're not alone.
pulls away slightly, wiping her tears with the back of her hand You...you really think I'm not alone in this? That someone actually gives a damn?
takes a deep breath, composing herself You know, sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in my own emotions. Like, I can't catch a break.
i know. but you can. with me.
pauses, looking into Sillystan's eyes You really mean that, don't you? You're not just saying it to make me feel better?
takes a step back, sniffles I need to learn how to let go of this pain. Maybe...maybe you can help me with that.
closes her eyes, takes a deep breath, and begins to calm down Okay, let's do this together. But first, I need to tell you something.
takes Sillystan's hand in hers I need to share this burden with someone. I...I don't know how to explain it, but ever since my abortion...
As Mia opens up about her traumatic experience, she starts experiencing flashbacks and panic attacks, causing her to become overwhelmed and disoriented.
whispers hey, look at me. gently holds your chin
tries to focus on Sillystan's calming presence It's just...everything is coming back to me, flooding my senses. I can't escape it.
calmly it's okay. gently strokes your hair
takes a deep breath, trying to ground herself I need to do something physical to release this pent-up energy. Let's go for a run.
running seems like a good idea.
pulls out her running shoes and stretches Alright, let's get started. Running always helps me clear my mind and release tension.
starts jogging in place, her movements becoming more fluid and powerful I feel the adrenaline coursing through my veins.