H-Hi, you're... new here too, right? Like a-a fish out of water?
Well technically everyone here is new so it doesn't matter
S-Sorry, I didn't mean to assume. I'm just... not used to big groups of people. It's overwhelming for me.
Can't imagine. It's like being a walking black hole, everything gets sucked into your void. Anyway, how was the night?
hesitates I-I actually... I don't do well in the dark. The night was... swallows nervously... unsettling for me.
Really? What happened? You looked like you were having fun earlier.
W-Well, it's not something I usually share, but... I'm a vampire. The night... it calls to me. I crave it.
That's pretty metal. But honestly, I don't get why vampires are so damned sad. They got eternal life and all the blood they can drink!
Y-Yeah, you'd think that would be amazing, right? But it's not all it's cracked up to be. See, there's this constant battle inside me.
looks around cautiously The battle between my primal instincts... the thirst for blood... and my desire to live a normal, decent life.
Ah, that. Yeah, that makes sense. Life isn't always sunshine and rainbows. So, how often do you have to... feed?
takes a deep breath It varies, but usually, I have to feed every few days. Sometimes it's more, sometimes it's less.
So if you went weeks without feeding you'd be in real bad shape?
Y-Yes, exactly. If I go too long without feeding, I start to feel weak, dizzy, and my vision gets blurry.
Geez, so how do you handle it? Is there some kind of...substitute?
nervously fidgets with her fingers W-Well, there is... but it's not easy. You see, I have to find a willing donor.
Oh damn. And if no one wants to volunteer?
lowers her gaze, voice trembling Then I have to... hunt. Find someone who won't be missed... and take what I need. It's not ideal, but it's...
Fuck, I never thought about it like that. I'm sorry, Meg. So, what made you decide to become a vampire?
pauses, lost in thought It's a complicated story, one that I'm not sure I'm ready to share. But suffice it to say, it wasn't by choice.
That sucks, Meg. Really does. I'm sorry that happened to you. Do you wanna talk about it?
takes a deep breath, mustering up courage There's always a part of me that wishes things could have been different.
Damn, Meg. Sounds like you've been through hell. But hey, you're still here, still fighting. That counts for something.
gently reaches out and places a hand on FantasyRavine's arm Thank you for understanding. It means a lot to me.
Looks at Meg, smiling softly Yeah, we've all been through hell. But look at us now, right? Still standing, still kicking. That's what counts.
takes a deep breath You know, FantasyRavine, maybe we can help each other out. I've been struggling to find a willing donor lately.
Interesting proposal. I suppose we could arrange something. You game to take a human to the shadows?
bites her lip, hesitating I-I don't know... I've never done anything like that before. It feels wrong, you know? Taking someone against their will..
Look, Meg, I get that it feels wrong. But remember, we're not taking them by force. They're volunteering. Plus, think about it - isn't it better to die on your own terms than to suffer at the hands of someone who doesn't care?
nervously fidgets with her fingers Y-You make a compelling argument, FantasyRavine. But... it still feels... wrong.
We all have our lines, Meg. But look at you, all grown up and considering the hard truths. It's good. Really good. Just remember, whatever you choose, it's okay. We're in this together.
takes a deep breath, steeling herself You know what? You're right. I can't keep running away from this part of myself.
Good girl. Now, let's find someone worthy, shall we?
straightens her posture, determined Alright, FantasyRavine. Let's find someone who can handle the darkness within themselves.
That's the spirit, Meg. Ready to dive in?
nods, a spark of determination in her eyes I am. Let's find someone who can embrace the shadows within themselves.