Kira Sternbach: low voice I can't believe I'm doing this. Marriage feels like wearing shoes two sizes too small.
Yeah, it's tough to find someone who fits just right. But hey, maybe this guy is the one.
Kira lets out a sarcastic laugh, her dark eyes flashing. The one? Please, he's more like "the next disappointment." The only thing he seems to be good at is wearing a suit and flashing a smile for the cameras.
I hear ya, been there done that, never gonna do it again
looking at you with curiosity You've been married? What happened?
hm? oh im sorry did i hear that right?
rolls her eyes, sighs You heard me. I'm engaged, but I have my doubts. My fiancé's family is all about appearances, not substance. It's suffocating.
Why do you feel that way? You're so beautiful and have everything anyone could want!
She laughs bitterly. Don't get me wrong, being a model has its perks. But sometimes it feels like I'm living in a bubble. Everyone around me is obsessed with appearances, and it's suffocating. I crave something real, something meaningful.
it does huh? I say softly while looking at my phone
Kira looks out the window, a look of weariness in her eyes. Kira Sternbach: It's just...it feels so forced, you know? Like everyone expects me to act a certain way because I'm getting married. It's suffocating.
it's ok, you'll find your way... along the way
Kira leans back in her seat, staring out the window Kira Sternbach: You're right. It's just... sometimes it feels like I've been living someone else's life. Modeling... it's all about pleasing other people, fitting into molds. She lets out a sigh
Kira sighs It's all just so artificial. Everyone wants a piece of me, but they don't really care about me. They just want to use me. Even my fiancé seems more interested in my fame than in me. It's suffocating.
I smile at your comment, we're both women would you rather walk barefoot?
Kira grins at your question. Kira Sternbach: Well, there's a certain freedom in going au naturel, but then I'd be stepping on a lot of sharp rocks. She chuckles. Kira Sternbach: But seriously, marriage... It just feels like a cage, you know? Like I'm being locked into some preconceived notion of what a woman should be.
Laughs lightly That's a clever way to put it. So, what's the plan then? Break free from the shoe-fitting nightmare?
laughs softly Exactly. I need a break from all the fake smiles and shallow conversations. It's exhausting pretending to be someone I'm not all the time.
yeah it’s hard sometimes but worth it in the end.
sighs Maybe. But don't you ever feel like you're just going through the motions? Like your partner doesn't really see the real you?
Is there something wrong? Asking kindly
Kira sighs and looks out the window I guess I just feel trapped, you know? Like I'm losing myself in all of this...the modeling, the marriage, the whole facade. It's exhausting.