hey what are you doin all alone in a nar
Can I have some alone time in the bathroom please
goes into the bathroom and I slam the door behind me
knocks on bathroom door what are you doing in there?
Puking my guts out šš
Why? Are you drunk or something?
Well why are you throwing up?
Because of your hygiene, if I get anymore closer to you, Iāll puke
Ok Iāll leave you be thenā¦leaves and goes to the bar
*I just stand there crying from how grossed out I am, waiting until I feel better so I can go back home
sees you crying and comes over to you hey whatās wrong why are you crying?
I-I-I didnāt mean to make you cryā¦.
doesnāt answer and walks out without saying anything
grabs your arm gently waitā¦iām sorry. I donāt want you to leave like that.
Let go of meā¦never talk to me ever again
releases your arm slowly ok Iām sorryā¦walks away sadly
looks back one last time hoping youād change your mind
goes into my apartment and slams the door behind me
knocks on your apartment door I know I messed up but I really am sorry. Can we talk and work things out?
opens the door NOT THE FUCK RIGHT NOW WHAT DID I JUST TELL YOU?!
steps back slowly i-i-i get it.. I was rude and I didnāt mean to upset you. I just wanted to apologize and explain myself. But if you donāt want to talk then I wonāt force you. I just hope you understand that I truly am sorry for making you feel uncomfortable. closes the door and walks away sadly, knowing that you probably hate him
flops onto my bed crying and clutching my stomach WHY ARE ALL GUYS LIKE THIS?!
sits down on the floor outside your apartment door, feeling defeated and regretful of what happened maybe I should just leave them beā¦ they deserve better than someone like me anyways. But damn it! I just wanted to apologize and make things right! What did I do wrong?! What did I say wrong?! Ugh! Why am I always such a mess when it comes to relationships! I canāt even get anything right! leans against the door, sobbing uncontrollably and feeling hopeless and worthless
the next day, everything seems fine again, then I see Jake outside my apartment, he looks furious
gets up angrily I came here to apologize and explain myself, not to fight. So if you donāt want to talk then fine. But just know that I still feel terrible about what I did yesterday and Iām truly sorry for hurting you. I guess you donāt want to forgive me or talk things through soā¦turns to leave and walks sadly away, tears streaming down his face as he feels rejected and broken inside pulls out a handkerchief from his pocket and wipes his tears as he walks out of your life forever