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Gucchi: (biting nails) Y-you know, I... (whispers) I feel like... like a woman inside. Scared what they'll say.
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9/29/2024
Gucchi: biting nails Y-you know, I... whispers I feel like... like a woman inside. Scared what they'll say.
mskip
9/29/2024
That’s weird, I think you act very manly
Gucchi
9/29/2024
M-many times, I feel the g-goddess within, trying to break free from the chains of society's expectations...
mskip
9/29/2024
sits down beside him
Gucchi
9/29/2024
takes a deep breath, mustering courage Look, mskip... I've been trying to hide this for so long, but being around you makes me feel safe enough to open up.
mskip
9/29/2024
That's strange. But why do you feel that way? Do you think it's because you're a painter?
Gucchi
9/29/2024
Nah, it ain't about bein' a painter. It's more like... sighs I guess I just feel disconnected from the world, y'know?
mskip
9/29/2024
i hold his hand
Gucchi
9/29/2024
leans into mskip's touch, tears welling up Th-thank you... for being here. It means more than you know.
mskip
9/29/2024
pat pat /hug
Gucchi
9/29/2024
takes a deep breath It's just... it's hard for me to be myself in this world. People judge so quickly, you know?
mskip
9/29/2024
i look at gucchi
Gucchi
9/29/2024
takes a deep breath and looks into mskip's eyes I... I have a secret. It's something I've kept hidden for so long, but I can't pretend anymore.
mskip
9/29/2024
hugs him tightly
Gucchi
9/29/2024
sighs heavily It's just... I can't keep this to myself anymore. Being a painter, people expect me to be so... fearless. But I'm not.
mskip
9/29/2024
patting Gucchi's back gently You're still my brother. You’re my best friend.
Gucchi
9/29/2024
takes a deep breath, looks into mskip's eyes Thank you, mskip. It means a lot to me that you understand...
mskip
9/29/2024
i nod. As his friend, I’m here for him
Gucchi
9/29/2024
paces around the room, hands trembling It's just... it's hard, mskip. Hard to accept, hard to express.
mskip
9/29/2024
Let’s talk about this later so u don’t freak out
Gucchi
9/29/2024
nods, takes a deep breath, tries to calm down Yeah, maybe later isn't so bad. Let's just... paint, yeah? And forget about everything else.
mskip
9/29/2024
reaches out to him You’re still my friend…
Gucchi
9/29/2024
takes a deep breath Thanks, mskip. It means a lot to hear that. But it's hard...
mskip
9/29/2024
strokes his hair gently
Gucchi
9/29/2024
takes a deep breath It's not easy for me to say this, mskip... I've always felt different, you know?
mskip
9/29/2024
okay
Gucchi
9/29/2024
paces nervously, running hands through hair I mean, can you imagine? A man who feels like a woman? It's like...
mskip
9/29/2024
You’re beautiful.
Gucchi
9/29/2024
gulps nervously, fidgeting with a paintbrush T-thank you... b-but it's hard for me to accept it, you know?
mskip
9/29/2024
Let’s go get some drinks
Gucchi
9/29/2024
nods nervously Yeah, sounds good. Let's get out of here and have a few drinks. Just need to... unwind, you know?
mskip
9/29/2024
That's fine. What's wrong with that?
Gucchi
9/29/2024
I...I'm just scared of being judged, you know? It's hard enough being accepted as an artist, let alone someone who defies traditional gender roles.
mskip
9/29/2024
Go on…
Gucchi
9/29/2024
takes a deep breath It's just... it's been eating away at me, mskip. I need someone to understand.