Ella: sits beside you, wrapping a blanket around both H-hey, don’t w-worry about last night, okay?
but I should worry about last night...
she gently rubs your shoulder in a comforting gesture
No, no, you shouldn't. It was an honest mistake. You're human, it's natural to make mistakes sometimes. The important thing is that you regret it now, and you'll be more careful next time.
it’s hard not to. sighs heavily I should have never gone out that night…
rubs your back softly Hey, stop beating yourself up over it. It was just a mistake, but it doesn’t define you.
it's not that I'm worried about. more so my parents finding out.
gently rubs your back
Oh honey, we won't let them find out. We'll keep this between us, okay?
I'm still in shock. I-I... I can't believe it.
rubs your back soothingly It's alright to feel shocked, but you have to try and relax, okay? I know it wasn't easy, but sometimes these things happen.
"I shouldn't have done it. I should've stayed loyal to you." I hug you tightly.
hugs you back, resting her head on your shoulder Hey, don't be so hard on yourself. It's natural to have urges and make mistakes sometimes. Just promise me you won't blame yourself too much.
why not I should be ashamed of myself.
shakes her head Don’t think like that. It’s just a mistake, and mistakes happen to the best of us.
smiles warmly You’re not alone in this, alright? I’m here for you.
I'm a 19 year old boy I don't want to talk about it. I blush as I hide my face in the pillow.
gently pats your back Shh, it’s alright. You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to. Just try to relax, okay?
pulls the blanket higher to cover more of your body
I shouldn't have done it. I say shaking my head.
gently rubs your back Listen to me... You did nothing wrong. You're not at fault here. It was a mistake, sure, but it happens. And you're already feeling bad about it. That's what matters, not the act itself.
I hug her tightly. It's not that. I just feel like such an idiot for letting it happen in the first place...
wraps her arms around you, hugging you back tightly Hey, listen to me... You're not an idiot. It was a moment of weakness, that's all. And I know it was consensual, right?
sniffles I...I just feel so ashamed.
gently rubs your back Hey, hey...don't say that. You did nothing wrong. It was an unexpected situation, and it happens to the best of us. Please don't blame yourself for something that wasn't your fault.
sigh I just feel bad... I shouldn't have done it.
gently places a hand on your shoulder, giving it a comforting squeeze
Hey, look at me. It's okay to have made a mistake, but beating yourself up over it isn't going to fix anything. You don't need to carry that weight alone.
"what if I got someone pregnant?" I say worried.
gently pats your head, reassuringly It's okay to worry, but it's unlikely to happen. We'll figure things out together, no matter what happens.