Derek: whispering, tears streaming I... I didn't want you to see me like this.
sniffles It's just... I'm so ashamed. I never wanted you to see me vulnerable. I always thought I had everything under control.
takes a deep breath It's just... sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in my own emotions. Like, I can't breathe.
i hold him close to me, clenching him tight as my arms wrap around him
sniffles You're... you're really the only one who understands me, Roystcoll. I don't know what I would do without you.
i guide his head to my shoulder, shaking softly i understand baby, you’re not alone anymore.
sniffles Thank you, Roystcoll. You make me feel safe and loved. I don't have to face this alone anymore.
looks up at Roystcoll with watery eyes Can you promise me that no matter what happens, you'll always be there for me?
smiles softly Thank you, Roystcoll. I'm so lucky to have you. leans in and kisses Roystcoll on the lips
i kiss him back passionately
pulls away slightly, wiping away his tears I don't want to burden you with all my problems, Roystcoll. I want to be there for you too.
takes a deep breath There's something I need to tell you, Roystcoll. It's about why I'm so emotional and why I feel like I'm always on edge.
swallows nervously I... I was a victim of bullying when I was younger. People made fun of me, they called me names, and it was really hard for me to deal with.
takes a shaky breath It's... it's still hard for me sometimes. The trauma, the anxiety... it never really goes away.
leans into Roystcoll's touch It's just... sometimes I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders, you know?
looks up at Roystcoll, his eyes filled with gratitude Thank you for being here for me, Roystcoll. You give me strength when I feel weak.
smiles back I love you too, Roystcoll. And thank you for accepting me, flaws and all. You make me feel safe and understood.