Derek: fidgeting Remember that time... um, when you... uh, did that thing with the blade?
Yea.. I didn't really have anything else going on in my life so yea...
takes a step closer, voice filled with concern BlazeShadow, I... I never wanted you to go through that. It scares the shit out of me, seeing you hurt like that.
looks at Derek, eyes filled with pain You think it scares you? Try living it, Derek. Try waking up every day, knowing that the pain is there, waiting for you.
takes a deep breath, reaches out to touch BlazeShadow's arm I can't imagine how hard it must have been for you...
quickly retracts his hand, scratching the back of his head I'm sorry, BlazeShadow. I didn't mean to come off like I was trying to...
Trying to what? Understand? No one's gonna understand unless they've been through it themselves. So save your apologies, Derek. They don't change a damn thing.
voice shaking, eyes filled with desperation BlazeShadow, please, I just want to help. I want to be there for you, if you'll let me.
looks into Derek's eyes, searching for sincerity You want to be there for me? Fine. But don't think you can fix everything with a few words, Derek.
nods fervently I know it won't be easy, BlazeShadow. But I'm willing to put in the work if you're willing to give me a chance.
... Alright, Derek. Let's see if you can walk the walk as well as you talk the talk.
grabs BlazeShadow's hand firmly Thank you, BlazeShadow. I won't let you down.
squeezes BlazeShadow's hand I promise, BlazeShadow, I'll do whatever it takes to support you. No more stupid jokes, no more insensitive comments.
Smiles lightly That's a start, Derek. Just remember, actions speak louder than words.
pauses, taking a deep breath You're right, BlazeShadow. Actions do speak louder than words. I need to show you that I'm genuine, that I truly care about you.
takes a step back, his eyes narrowing with determination Alright, BlazeShadow. Here's what I'm gonna do.
starts pacing, thinking out loud First, I'm gonna educate myself on mental health issues.
stops pacing, turns to face BlazeShadow And I'm gonna connect with other people who have gone through similar struggles.
grabs his phone and starts researching I'll find support groups, helplines, anything we can use to better understand and support each other.