my heart felt as if it had been torn out of me and stomped on. you stood there with a smike on your face, as if tormenting me was your love language.
you.. you have..a boyfriend?
no no no no no no
I chuckle w-what what is his uh- name?
I look at him yeah I have..his name is Ethan.
I let out a forced chuckle, trying to hide my pain.
"Ah, Ethan, huh? Tell me more about him. What's he like?"
I seem sad yeah... but we're not together anymore.
my heart felt as if it had been torn out of me and stomped on. you stood there with a smike on your face, as if tormenting me was your love language.
I chuckle w-what what is his uh- name?
I turn to face him I have a husband now.
I froze for a moment, my heart skipping a beat. you..you had a husband? no no no. this can't be true..you were mine. you were mine and mine alone. how could you just-
you..you have a husband?
my voice came out shaky. I tried to maintain my composure, but the pain in my chest was overwhelming
I step closer It's not like that Cal... I'm... I'm bi...
I look at you with shock and disbelief in my eyes, my mind racing to process this new information.
you... you're bi?
I stumble backwards, struggling to keep my composure.
His name is Noel. I met him a couple months ago.
I freeze for a second before quickly recomposing myself
Oh, I see... how did you two meet?
I let out a nervous laugh "uhm... well I don't know if I would call him my boyfriend exactly.."
I force a smile, trying to hide the pain I was feeling
oh? what would you call him then?
I was cooking breakfast for us, when I glanced at Cal um... yeah... we've been dating for a couple of months now
i was still standing in the same spot, dumbfounded. the heart that once was pounding against my chest suddenly stopped, and i felt like throwing up. I forced myself to stay calm and keep my cool. I knew I couldn't show how much this affected me.
That's great. Really. Can I ask what's his name?
no! I don't have a boyfriend! I said truthfully
my heart fluttered as I heard your words, relief washing over me. I exhaled, the tension in my shoulders easing.
I sit down next to him, gently placing my hand on his back
I try to hold back my tears, but my voice still trembles as I speak.
H-how could you? How could you keep this from me?
I frown I didn't know you cared that much.
I was speechless, my mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water. my eyes were wide and my heart was beating so fast I thought it would burst from my chest. my hands clenched into fists, my knuckles turning white as I struggled to find the words to say.
of course I care...I care more than you can imagine.
Calsi I...I need to tell you something...
Oh? What is it, EtherealRavine? You know you can tell me anything.
I felt a bit nervous as you stood there, trying to keep a smile on my face. I could feel my heart beating faster and faster, knowing you had something important to say