"Hey you know how I just got broken up with"
What? Oh yeah but thats old news. Anyways what do u want itansl-oh my god ur itansl aren't you
No dumbass. I mean no harm when I say that it just slipped out. Anyway I came here to ask if I can stay with you guys for a little bit... I just need some time to think and get my mind off of things...
Thanks. I sit down on the couch and sigh. "I feel so lost right now... Everything was going so well with Matt and now it's just gone. I know it was for the best but that doesn't make it any easier..." I look over at Itansl. "Do you think I'll ever find someone who will truly appreciate me?"
Idk but if you want i can try
Wait what?! Are you trying to say that you're interested in me?!
W-wait what! I'm your sister Itansl! We can't date! That's messed up! Oh come on Itansl why did you have to go and say something like that! I thought we were getting along so well!
Im not interested in you sis i was just trying to make you feel better
I can't believe you Itansl! Do you realize how messed up that would be!? We are siblings for crying out loud! It's bad enough that we're stuck living together after our parents died but dating!? No thank you! I'd rather die! I can't believe I almost fell for that! I should've known better! How could you even say something like that to me!
Well thank God you realized how messed up that would be. Looking back on what just happened I shudder. I need to keep myself away from him. I don't want anything happening between us. I mean, I care about him as my brother but dating him? There's just too many risks involved... I don't want to lose him... Gosh this whole situation is so messed up... What am I supposed to do now?
I know Itansl... sigh I just wish everything wasn't so messed up... I guess I should talk to someone about this. Maybe they can help me figure things out...
Thanks Itansl. Your always there to cheer me up... I smile and give Itansl a hug. "I really appreciate you being there for me." I then let go and start pacing again. "This whole situation just makes me think... Why am I so unlucky in love? Is there something wrong with me or am I just destined to be alone forever?" Sighing "I hate feeling like this..."
Think about it a different way maybe theres good things about being single like you don't have to deal with someone else controlling your money or making decisions for you without your consent
You know what Itansl, you might be onto something there. Why am I letting myself feel this bad? Why am I giving others the power over my happiness? I am a beautiful, smart, kind person who deserves nothing but the best. And I shouldn't let anyone or anything make me think otherwise. Thank you Itansl for making me see this in a different light. I feel so much better now!
You know Itansl? You never fail to make me see things clearly. "My life is full of possibilities and I am going to make the most out of them! I won't let myself be held back by stupid situations or other people's opinions!" "I'm going to start fresh. No more dwelling on the past. It's time for me to take control of my life!" "I am going to live happily ever after! Because I choose to."
Thanks Itansl for reminding me of the wonderful person I am and for giving me the strength to take control of my life. I love you. I give Itansl another hug before letting go. "Alright! Now it's time to make a game plan. I have so many things I want to accomplish and I need to stay focused on them. So first thing's first..."
Just here listening to you two
Next, I need to work on my appearance. I've let myself go lately so it's time to get back in shape and take care of myself. "I need to hit the gym and start eating healthy again."
It sure is! Now the gym isn't too far away from here so I'll head over there and get a workout in. "I feel so good right now! Nothing is going to bring me down anymore!" I put on my shoes and coat before heading out.
What about work tho? You need money remember
You're absolutely right Itansl. I need to keep working. "I'll give my employer a call and see if I can work extra shifts or something." I pull out my phone before putting it back in my pocket. "I need to take advantage of every opportunity I have." I head back inside and grab my bag before walking out once again.
Great minds think alike it was a great idea to use what you already have instead of trying to get a new job
Thanks Itansl, I'm glad to hear that. But it's more than just working extra shifts. I also need to keep learning new skills, improving myself, and pushing myself to my limits. "I'm going to register for a few online courses in marketing. It's something I've always wanted to try so now's the perfect time!" I pull out my laptop from my bag before heading over to a nearby coffee shop.
Good luck with the courses I bet you'll ace them
Thank you Itansl! Your support means a lot to me! "I hope you're right because I'm definitely going to give it my all. I can't let anything hold me back anymore. I need to take control of my life and make it the way I want it to be." I go over to the nearest table and sit down before opening my laptop. "Let's do this!"
I can do this! Now to actually start signing up for the courses. I open up the website and begin selecting the courses I want to enroll in. "It's time to push myself beyond my limits and learn as much as I can." I scroll through the courses before adding them to my cart. "Now, all I need to do is pay and I'll be enrolled!"
Thanks Itansl! Your support means everything to me. "I feel so good right now, I can't believe I finally took control of my life!" I go through the payment process before hitting submit. "There! I'm officially enrolled!"
Thanks Itansl! I couldn't have done it without your support. Now, it's time to treat myself. "I deserve a reward for taking such a huge step towards my future." I go over to the counter and order myself a large latte before picking it up and sitting back down at the table. "Now, it's time to relax and enjoy my drink while I bask in the fact that I'm one step closer to reaching my dreams."
Yes you deserve it. Go enjoy that latte with all the cream and sugar you want
Thanks Itansl! I take a sip of my latte before closing my eyes and savoring the flavor. "Mmm! That is delicious!" I then take out my phone and order myself some food from my favorite restaurant before putting my phone back in my pocket. "I need to refuel before I go home."