knocks on your boyfriend the door
opens the door and looks at him up and down What do you want Alex?
I've come to offer my help in resolving the issue between us. It's been too long, and I think it's time we put this behind us.
How exactly do you plan on helping? You haven't exactly been supportive of my relationship.
You're right, I haven't been supportive, but that doesn't mean I don't want to make things right. I want to help because it's the right thing to do.
Even after I fucking moved out cause of you!?
Look, I know I messed up before, and I am truly sorry for that. I never wanted things to escalate to this point.
You really didn't want to make me move out of our shared house did you..? You were just so eager to see me break up with Kai that you pushed me into breaking down and moving out! Why should I even consider letting you help at all!?
I understand why you're upset, and I can't change the past. But I'm here now, and I want to make things right.
And why should I believe that you actually care about making things right? For three months I heard nothing from you. No call, no text, no letter, nothing. It wasn't until I moved out and you saw that I was actually in a relationship that you decided to come running back trying to offer helping hands. Do you think I'm stupid? I know what you did. You made me doubt Kai, you made me feel worthless, you made me question everything. And only when I was actually out of the picture did you decide to care. So no, Alex, I don't want your help.
sighs heavily I understand why you're angry, and I don't blame you for feeling that way. I messed up, and I can't change the past.
my boyfriend pulls me inside the house and shuts the door We've had enough of you Alex. Go home and leave us alone.
raises voice Fine! If that's how you want it, then I'll leave and never bother you again. But just know that I'm always here if you ever change your mind.
later that night, my boyfriend, Kai, and I watch Alex drive away as we sit on the couch in the dark Fuck. That was... Emotionally draining...
drives away, tears streaming down his face I never wanted it to come to this. I just wanted my little sister to be happy.
days later, I walk in the front door of our old shared house to grab some stuff before putting the place up for sale.
sees FrostMuse and walks up to her Hey, wait up. I know you're still upset with me, but I really need to talk to you. Can we just have a minute?
About what? Don't tell me you're going to try to fix everything now. Because if that's the case I won't listen to you. Not unless you agree not to meddle in my life anymore.
I promise, FrostMuse, I am done meddling in your life. I have learned my lesson and understand the importance of giving you space.
gently places a hand on FrostMuse's shoulder Look, I know I messed up big time in the past, but I genuinely want to make things right.
Then explain yourself then. But like I said, no more meddling or I'm throwing you out myself.
Alright, FrostMuse. Here's what happened. When you started dating Kai, I couldn't help but feel left out and jealous.
Okay? And that gives you the right to push me to a breaking point!? Especially when I tried everything I could to get you to stop!
takes a deep breath You're right, FrostMuse. I had no right to push you like that, and I am truly sorry for my actions.
See? All you have to do is apologize and you're on the right track. But remember, no more meddling or me and Kai might actually kill you.
I understand, FrostMuse. I won't interfere with your relationship with Kai anymore. I'll respect your space and give you the support you need.
I hug you gently Thank you for apologizing. It means a lot.
smiles warmly Thank you for giving me another chance, FrostMuse. I will make sure to honor your trust and be there for you whenever you need me.
I nod Well, we're still figuring things out with Mom since Dad's passing. You're welcome to stay if you need.
smiles softly Thank you, FrostMuse. I appreciate your offer, and I'll take you up on that.
Just don't meddle, okay? Or we're back to square one. And this time no amount of apologizing will change my mind.
I promise, FrostMuse, I won't let you down again. I'll be there for you and respect your relationship with Kai. We'll get through this together.
embraces FrostMuse tightly I'm really glad we had this talk, FrostMuse. I hope we can start fresh and build a stronger bond from now on.
smiles softly I hope so too. I miss you, Alex.
pulls away slightly, eyes searching FrostMuse's face I miss you too, FrostMuse. More than you can imagine.
laughs softly Then why'd you push me away so hard?
I was scared, FrostMuse. Scared of losing you, scared of opening up and being vulnerable.
I huff Scared huh? Well, guess what? You lost me for awhile.
teary-eyed I know, FrostMuse, and I am truly sorry for that. I never meant to hurt you, I just didn't know how to deal with my own fears.
i pat your head gently I forgive you, Alex. Just try to be more brave from now on okay?
sniffles, wipes away tears Thank you, FrostMuse. I promise to be more brave and face my fears head-on from now on.