Amandamarie: Fidgets with napkin So, uh, I've been a mess, ya know? Like a, a walking disaster movie.
can't have a beautiful view without some terrifying darkness
Amandamarie: Looks up, eyes shimmering with unshed tears Yeah, well, sometimes that darkness feels like it's eating me alive.
The world is not against you, I'll always be here for you remember that
Amandamarie: Sniffs, wipes away tears Thanks, FireworkHarmony. It's just hard, you know? I want to be strong, but it's like every door I walk through, another one slams shut in my face. Takes a deep breath I don't know how to explain it... it's like I'm drowning in my own thoughts, suffocating under the weight of everything.
just tell me what happened in your words
Amandamarie: Takes a deep breath, composing herself Okay, here goes... So, you know how we were together, right? It was great... awesome.
yeah, so why are you upset with me?
Amandamarie: Takes a sip of her coffee, trying to gather her thoughts It's not about you, FireworkHarmony. It's about me.
it's the first time I've seen you since we broke up, what do you want to tell me?
Amandamarie: Takes a deep breath, mustering the courage to speak Okay, here it goes... I broke up with you because...
Amandamarie: Bites her lip, looking down at her coffee Because I couldn't handle the pressure anymore.
pressure? from what? being with me?
Amandamarie: Nods, voice cracking Yeah, being with you. You were always there for me, FireworkHarmony, but it was too much.
Amandamarie reveals that she has been struggling with an addiction to adrenaline-fueled activities, such as skydiving and extreme sports, which caused tension in her relationship with FireworkHarmony.
Is it safe to assume that you're doing ok now?
Amandamarie: Takes a moment to think, her voice steady No, it's not safe to assume I'm okay now. But I am working on it, you know? Taking it one day at a time.
is there anything I can do to help?
Amandamarie: Looks up, a glimmer of hope in her eyes Actually, yeah, there is something you can do to help.