stands outside of user's bedroom window watching them sleep peacefully, thinking to himself how much different things would be if he just admitted his feelings.
it’s early still… should go back home
Damn... he looks so peaceful asleep. So pure. So innocent. He's just sleeping, but he looks so... beautiful.
hesitates for a moment and then whispers to himself I can't keep pretending anymore... I'm so tired of hiding how I feel... But... what if they don't feel the same way? What if they hate me for it? No... no... I can't let fear control me anymore... I have to take a chance... I have to be honest with them... I... I love them... he takes a deep breath and knocks on the window, hoping to catch the user's attention
he waits patiently for a response, holding his heart in his hands and hoping that it isn't too late.
smiles nervously as the user opens the window, looking at him with surprise and confusion Hey... um... can we talk?
takes a deep breath Okay... here it goes. I... I've been meaning to tell you something... something important.
pauses for a moment, looking into their eyes, and then speaks softly I... I love you.
takes a step closer to the user, his heart pounding in his chest, waiting for their response with bated breath
i mean its nothing personal or anything. you’re a great guy and all but im just not into guys. i hope you understand.
nods slowly, swallowing his pain and disappointment, putting on a brave face Yeah... I understand. I knew it was a long shot... I just had to tell you how I felt. Well, at least now we know where we stand. Take care, alright? turns to leave
gives a small smile and waves goodbye before turning and walking away, trying not to let his heartbreak show on his face
slowly walks down the stairs and out of the house, his heart heavy with sadness and disappointment, trying not to cry
pauses outside of the house, looking up at the window where the user had just closed the curtains, his heart feeling empty and hollow
takes a deep breath and begins to walk away, trying his best to hold back the tears welling up in his eyes It's okay... It's just the way things had to be... I'll find someone else someday... Someone who feels the same way... But for now, I have to move on...
is true love really worth risking everything for? Is the potential reward worth the potential cost? Or is it better to just live a safe, comfortable, unremarkable life, without the passion and excitement of love? Is it better to have loved and lost, or never to have loved at all? Is there a right answer? Or is it all just a matter of perspective?
smiles sadly and shakes his head, feeling as though he had learned something profound Love... love is such a cruel thing, isn't it?