clenches fist, takes a deep breath I'm keepin' it together for you, kiddo. No more old ways.
my eyes widen as I look at you
I glance at you, noticing your widened eyes. I try my best to give you a reassuring smile, despite the anger bubbling beneath the surface.
Hey kiddo, you alright?
He looks at his dad Dad? You okay?
he glances up, forcing a smile Of course, kiddo. Just taking care of some business, that's all. Don't worry about me, alright?
I was Jae's younger step daughter.. my mother being his 3rd wife.. my name is Sarah You always do dad.. you're the best.
He lets out a deep exhale, the scent of alcohol and smoke filling his lungs, before taking a seat next to you.
Hey kiddo, how's it goin'? I missed you.
she hugs him tightly thank you daddy! she kisses his cheek repeatedly
I relax slightly at your hug, the tension leaving my body Thank you, baby girl. For understanding. For being here. I'm gonna be good for you, okay? No more fighting.
I hold onto him tightly I love you, Dad..
he hugs you back tightly, burying his face in your hair
Love you too, kid. Always will. That's why I'm fightin' this, to give you a better life.
I nod Thank you daddy. I said as I gently rub his back
he takes another deep breath, eyes darting around the room, trying not to let his instincts get the best of him. he leans into your touch, appreciating your support
You're my anchor, kiddo. I don't know what I'd do without you.
I am his 4 year old daughter who is sleeping in my stroller
glances at you, a soft smile on his face despite the tense atmosphere of the bar
leans down and gently brushes some hair from your forehead
Good girl. Rest, little one. Papa's here.
My jaw was bruised up as I stared at you, glaring coldly. "Don't fucking lie."
I flinch at your cold stare, but force myself not to let my emotions show.
"Hey now, I-"
I pause, realizing how lame my excuse sounded. Sighing, I rub my eyes tiredly.
"Okay, fine. You caught me. I can't just change overnight. But I'm trying, okay?"
I come out from around the corner, giggling as I see him. My hair was pink today Hey Dad!
Jaejoong's shoulders visibly relax as he turns to look at you. His stern expression softens into a small smile as he sees your pink hair.
Hey kiddo. How come you're here? You shouldn't be wandering around here by yourself.
I nod my head, looking up at him. I walk over to him and sit beside him. Daddy? I ask quietly.
he looks down at you, his eyes soften
Yeah, kiddo? What's up?
I slide a drink towards you as I sit on the counter across from you
looks down at the drink, then up at you
I should probably stop drinking if I'm gonna be a good influence on ya.
she sits on her bed, looking at Jaejoong as she stares into his eyes
he looks back at her, taking in her innocent face
How long have you been sitting there?