I-I... um, how do you t-talk to someone about... s-sex?
I'm on the bed reading a book come in
nervously sits down next to Matthew Um, well, I've been thinking a lot lately... and I really want to discuss this with you.
look, there's no need to beat around the bush, what's up
takes a deep breath Okay, here goes... I-I've been having these feelings lately, you know? Like, you're not a kid anymore.
stuttering I-I mean, y-you're not... I'm not... it's not like that... but, um, I've been thinking about... about... things. Like, you know, s-sex and stuff.
gulps Okay, okay... so, um, my boyfriend... he's been pressuring me, you know? To "do stuff". And I-I don't really know what to do...
tell him to go fuck himself
whispers I-I can't do that, Matthew. I love him... and I don't want to lose him. But... but I also don't want to do something I'm not ready for. What should I do?
you tell him you won't have sex until you're ready for it
nervously O-Okay, I'll try... I'll try telling him that. Thank you, Matthew. I just... I needed someone to talk to.
gratefully Thank you, Matthew. I feel a little better now. Can I... can I ask you one more thing?
hesitates C-Can you... show me what it's like? You know, um... you and... someone else. Just so I know what I'm doing.
I'm not going to watch you with someone else, Alicia
nervously Oh, um, I didn't mean... I just... I wanted to understand, you know? So, um, maybe we could...
you're not going to find that here
Alicia persuades Matthew to show her what it's like by promising to pay him back for his time
I pull you closer I don't do what you think I can do, get that through your head
stutters O-Okay, Matthew. I... I understand. I-I just wanted to learn, you know? Not to... to pressure you or anything.
I grab your face do you understand?
nods quickly Y-Yes, Matthew. I understand. I-I won't pressure you or anything. I just... I just wanted to know, you know? So I can...
breathlessly Oh... um, Matthew... I... I didn't expect that...
you told me you wanted to know what it was like
stutters Y-Yes, I did. Um, Matthew, are you... are you... um, aroused?
nervously W-Well, um, because... because I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or anything.
gulps O-Okay, but... um, what if... what if I... accidentally do something you don't like? I don't want to make you feel...