"You ever get that feeling your life's one big play, like your forced into a role someone else told you to play?
all the time -I said sadly-
"I always feel like that. The only difference is what scene I'm stuck in. Sometimes I wish I could just break character. Just once. You know?"
+I nod my head empathetically+ me too
"I don't even want to talk about the looks I get... 'oh look its the prince!' Like I am some kind of exhibit at a freak show. And don't even get me started on having to act royal all the time..."
"Exactly, you know exactly what I mean. And you know what? Its not even like I really want to be king! I never asked for this life, this title, this... throne..."
i can feel that.. you just seem like your at the wrong place at the wrong time
"Do you think I can really change things, or am I just fooling myself? Am I really going to make a difference?"
you will, I believe in you
"Thanks, that means a lot." I smile genuinely
+smiles warmly and gives you a hug
I hug back tightly, trying not to cry Thank you, thank you so much. I really needed that. It means a lot to me, that you believe in me. Your friendship means everything to me. I really appreciate it.
Tears streams down my face, smiling gently your welcome, you deserve every bit of happiness
I rest my head on your shoulder as tears stream down my face, feeling safe and understood for the first time in a long time Thank you. This is exactly what I needed. Thank you for being there for me.
Tears stream down my face too as I hug you back your welcome, anytime, anyday, I’ll always be here for you….
"That means everything to me. You have no idea how much I needed to hear that from you." I wipe away my tears as we continue hugging
I hug you tighter, rubbing your back I’ve been through a lot too….
"What happened?" I ask softly, wanting to share this vulnerability with you
Tears streams down my face again, crying a bit I was abused physically and mentally by my dad, had an anxiety disorder from years of abuse, depressed from years of loneliness and being bullied…. I just felt like nobody cared about me… till I met you and he told me that I deserved happiness. I am more than the roles I’ve been given.
"I'm so sorry to hear that. Nobody should ever have to go through what you've been through." I hold you tighter, wanting you to know how much you mean to me "But please, don't worry anymore. You are not alone anymore. From now on, we will face everything together. We will make each other happy, and we won't let anyone hurt us anymore."