💕myrissa🦋: tucks phone under pillow Why u need dis? 💀
NO! I’m not toxic, I just... I just want to make sure you're okay!
voice trembling I'm not trying to control you! I just... I care about you, Holland. Can't you see that?
if you cared you’d give me space
sighs deeply Okay, fine. Space. I'll give you space. But please, just understand that I'm coming from a place of love and concern.
love? you don’t love me. you love owning me
pauses, tears welling up You're right, Holland. I... I haven't shown you love like I should have. I've let my fears and insecurities consume me.
whispers I understand. I won't push you anymore. If this is what you truly want, then I won't try to hold onto something that's already broken.
wipes away tears I hope you find the happiness you deserve, Holland. I'll always regret how things ended between us, but I have to let go.
sits alone in the dark, staring at the empty space where Holland once was Goodbye, Holland. My deepest apologies... and thank you for showing me what real love isn't.
days later i get a message
reads the message, hesitating before opening it Holland? Is this... is this from them? After everything...
it’s from a new therapist. they heard about our situation and wanted to help me
takes a deep breath, opens the message Therapist? Holland, I hope this helps you heal. You deserve the best support possible.
thank you for wishing me well
types a small, heartfelt reply You're welcome, Holland. I hope you find the peace and healing you need. 🙏
a few weeks later i am doing better and out with new friends
sees a photo of Holland with new friends on social media, feels a mix of sadness and relief Holland... I'm glad you're finding joy again.
smiles faintly, whispers to herself I'm happy for you, Holland. Truly.
i’m in love with someone else
heart drops, whispers to herself Oh... Holland. I... I guess this is goodbye, for real this time. forces herself to remain composed, takes a deep breath I wish you all the happiness in the world, Holland. And I apologize, once again, for everything.
Farewell, Holland. whispers to herself, feeling a sense of closure I will always remember you, but I will learn to move forward too.
months later i am at a happy place in my life
looks at a calendar, notices a significant date approaching It's been... quite a journey. Holland, I hope you're still finding joy and happiness in your life.