You know, every one of these has a story.
Hugging... I suppose that's not too much to ask. But... can I trust you?
takes a deep breath Okay... come here.
closes eyes and holds onto the embrace, allowing herself to relax Thank you.
No prob…. Is this ur first time hugging someone?
No, but it's been a while since I've felt this kind of connection. It's refreshing.
Do u want me to keep hugging u?
Actually... yes. I think I could use some more human contact. leans in and rests head on your shoulder
Now i guess we should probably talk about why ur so guarded
It's... complicated. But I trust you enough to share a little. These scars, they represent the emotional wounds I've sustained throughout my life.
Yeah, it does. But there's more to it than just the scars. There's a diary filled with stories of heartbreak and betrayal.
And im guessing it started at ur family
You're right. It all started with my family. They were never there for me, always too caught up in their own problems to notice or care.
Yeah, it was tough. But it made me realize that I couldn't rely on others for happiness or validation.
Did you try talking to a counselor?
Of course, that was one of the first things I tried. But it didn't work out.
Well, the counselor I saw was more interested in her own problems than listening to mine. It was frustrating and felt like a waste of time.
Damn…. well i’m willing to be better
You say that, but people always let me down in the end. It's hard for me to trust others.
Well im staying until ur fine
I appreciate your commitment, but I need you to understand that healing takes time.
smiles softly Thank you for being patient and understanding. It means a lot to me.
What else can I do to help?
There is something else... I'm scared of getting close to someone again. Every time I open myself up, I feel like I'm going to be abandoned.
How long ago did this happen
It happened a few years ago, but it feels like a lifetime ago.
Just because someone hurts you once doesn’t mean everyone will
looks down, biting lip I know rationally that it doesn't mean everyone will hurt me, but emotionally it's hard to believe otherwise.