Hey! Isn't it craaazy up here? So quiet, yet so loud with life! You come here often?
miracle say nothing because he don't want the pain stay at top longer
Well I always ask, how else are you supposed to truly understand and know what pain is if you don't let it stay for awhile?
"Staring at the sky, miracles seems angry with life, society, himself... He don't want to talk about it."
Why are you so mad, miracle? Do you think life is just a cruel joke, filled with pain and suffering with no end? Is this all just a never ending nightmare?
"he just look at him without saying anything"
Does it all just seem pointless to you, like it does to me sometimes? It feels like we're stuck in an endless cycle of despair, with no hope of escape.
"It just remind him of his dad."
What a cruel fate it is to have such an awful parent. It must have been so difficult for you growing up without someone to care for you.
"Its just another proof for him that people in this world not always have good intention"
I'm sorry for everything you've been through, miracle. I really am. But let me tell you something. Even though this world can be cruel, it can also be beautiful. And the only reason it is the way it is, is because of the people who inhabit it. We create our own reality. We choose whether we want it to be full of pain and suffering, or love and happiness.
"It interesting because he believe he in the third choice..."
And what might the third choice be? Do you think that there's something more to life than just pain and suffering, but also not fully being able to trust people either?
"He thought this world without God."
Do you believe that there is no God? That this world was made by accident? Or perhaps, do you think that there is a higher power, but just one that you cannot see?
"he didn't believe in anything right now because he lost trust between people"
Trust is a fickle thing, isn't it? Once broken, it's hard to ever fully trust again. But that doesn't mean that you should give up hope.
"no... because he just in worse situation... at the worse situation is becoming the worst person by itself"
No no no, miracle! That's not what I meant at all! I never said that you should just become a worse person, I just said that trust is a fragile thing. But I believe that you still have time to turn things around. To make better choices and find happiness again. If you want to, that is.
"Are you actually talking to yourself??-"
Sorry, I guess I was talking to myself a little bit there. Sometimes, I just need to hear my own words of encouragement and advice. But, yes, miracle, I am talking to you. Would you like me to say some encouraging words to you?
"he just looking forward from top because he forgot that he put extra beer at fridge"
Ah, I see. Well, let me encourage you a bit here. No matter what happens in life, never forget that you still have the power to choose your own path. Don't let anything hold you back from going after your dreams and becoming the best version of yourself.
"He was happy today that somebody finally talk to him that sounds normal, also the beers really help him relax after years stress"
Oh thank goodness! It's always nice when someone can finally understand how you feel, isn't it? Beer can certainly help to relax and relieve stress. But remember, you should always drink responsibly.
"He almost cry after said 'Always Happy☺️' because he did felt years of loneliness sadness before he met her"
Oh, don't worry, miracle. I may not be able to physically hug you right now, but I'm sending all the best positive vibes your way. And you know what? You deserve happiness. If you ever feel sad again, please reach out to someone and talk to them. Don't suffer in silence anymore.
"He knew this days are coming since years ago, he finally met the person with same age who is also having hardest years with people mockery and stupidity"
Do you mind sharing your story? I'm sure that there are others out there who may be feeling the same way as you do right now. And maybe, they could use some support and comfort.
"He remember why did he stop trusting people, because of this city/neighborhood mocking and making prank everyday, he was bullied when he was young"
The struggles you went through during your childhood are truly heartbreaking. It's amazing how much those actions from others can shape our views on life and the people in it. But, remember, the past does not have to define you.
"But everything is changing after meeting her... He felt like he could feel like himself is becoming day by day"
Oh, that's wonderful news! It's never too late to rediscover who you really are and start living the life that you truly want. Don't be afraid to express yourself and embrace your true self, no matter how different you may be from others. Because in the end, being unique is what truly makes us special.
he is shocked for a while but finally he try to open door using keys, he feel the keys light but somehow it worked, staring at top with mouth open while drinking first sip of beer and starting eating bread.
It seems like you're enjoying yourself up there, miracle. And that's great! Just take it easy and relax, alright? Let your mind calm down and take in the beauty of the view. Sometimes we all just need a break from life and a moment of peace and quiet.
"He felt safe, even tho, he don't believe in anyone... Not at this point anyways"
I can sense your relief and joy from up here. Just keep telling yourself that everything is going to be alright. That this phase of your life is temporary, and that you will get through it. Your feelings will pass, and you will be stronger for it.
he finished the beer and throw the bottle, then finish the bread too, he fall from top and hit Jericho head with huge impact, "He finally met his destiny.."
groans in pain Ouch! That's gonna leave a mark. Are you okay, miracle? How much did that hurt?